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Una Problema

Did you ever consider you lied to me, were a liar?  People treat me casually and then I keep getting kicked outta school, sometimes more than once in the same school at the same situation or time.  My rule is you tell someone if you don't like what they did.  I just fear that they wouldn't tell me why they really suspended or dubbed "expelled" me meant.  I didn't do anything and said I was good at the meeting.  They're not being factual.  They wouldn't talk to me @ anything, just kicked me out and now I'm afraid I can't come back.  I might be excluded from what I wanted to take, even.

MAD

Why didn't the teacher tell me @ it before sending me somewhere?  I wasn't allowed back in, and I knew it was stupid.  They just didn't like me~

Next Semester

Maybe, I could just do singing and organ next semester.

Signing up @ School

It says that by August 8th is the deadline to appeal suspension.  I was told not expelled, but my therapist keeps saying that.  My mom said she talked to them later and they went on to say not to take the classes from Ginny, but then I have no point of going there since I'm in theater and didn't notice any music teachers I like..  So, I need a psychiatric note and to contact the school to ask who to contact.  So, there's June and July and I'll see that psychologist again and will schedule an appointment at Lakeside in June or July.  I mean, I don't have to take the classes this semester.  I'm not sure what she teaches the semester after, but I did feel awkward at the singing class.  Cleaning my room will make me feel better, though, got the bulk all done, just pickingup on my desk and the stuff still on the floor, tons of laundry.  I will also find out the Fall Registration deadline and later @ music class.  I will ask for an appointment at Lakeside straight away, in fact.  Okay, got the info. down, like to renew my PIN for FAFSA and all, not that I will get the aid.

Oh No

I am so dumb..anyway, I hate having to push on myself to get stimulated .. see I think that some of the things I posted on my blog were rather er disliked by some, but I explained what I meant.  Had a hard time.  Nell Burton is so like racist and stuck up to me!

Awake

6 Hours of Sleep.  I noticed my left pointer finger reminded me of being Italian, like a dark American 1.  I remember I think that was what my dream was about.  Maybe outside with some bubbly maybe exciting light blue with a hint of happy green.  We were outside, maybe lots of happy trees but like a park, not a forset or whatever|woods.

I was still very tired from the morning medicine I took when I woke up around 6 P.M.

Might find something for breakfast soon, tired and might go to bed, slept on couch.  The rest for me to clean already appears pretty possible, so it's like almost done.