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Una Problema

Are ya'll just hungry for *** saying I "aren't" this and that?  You just wanna hurt me by buckering up my parents in a suggestive fashion.  I heard it in the noisemaker.  Just informed my brother of the sounds I've heard that I like and that I had to put up with.  You know, though, it's things that aren't there like from this world.  I just don't want to turn into an experiment.. you know

On that fair note, I mean it could be fun.

LOLs

I do!  I do!  I love to play a game.  I don't really do anything wrong, and then when it comes time to shovel the creme from the crop, I make sure I get my deed in easy.  LOL.

cont.

WAH I just feel so embarrassed @ what I said yesterday..  I am humiliated by the mental health treatment being administered, I also said.  They wouldn't let me record.  So, I can't put it online..  I think he was thinking @ race, though?  Little Middle Eastern guy who looks more Caucasian but dark skin.  He is so brilliant, I like him so much.

He has problems but doesn't push on me as an Orlando weirdo like most people here.  Yea, he's like "Steve Carrell.." an actor for kids, he is, guessing, too..  This guy seems too nice.  Does spark me up reminds me of New Orleans..

So

I see I was a slob.

Unfortunately, I know I try hard to write what I do write, get mad @ stuff that pertains to serious things and relationships I am getting tired of wasting my life online complaining @..

Morning?

5 Hours of Sleep

I had a weird dream, like a track and I was going into a room on the side, had escaped something I thought of.  I went through the door again, made it, and was escaping somehow said something.  It was someone who didn't seem like Ellen DeGeneres but like was, then her mom said something like that's not the way to do it..never heard her talk, but my grandma would say that, I'm sure.  She's 2 years older than her mom.

I woke up remembering I got s'mores poptarts..often, I want something healthy, not sure what happened.  Yesterday, I had a salad from 711, not too much money, 2 slices of pizza from my birthday cash savings for Disney..

I'll probably take my medicine just to see what happens.  If it makes me too tired, might not be able to do it, we'll see, my room brings me down, now, almost done cleaning.  Don't know, might paint it.

Cleaned

Everything mostly is in place, just things I need to take out sometime, maybe soon maybe later.  Laundry, too, but have plenty of space, unhappy of all the documents I have to save still, maybe will go through them someday..

Una Problema

You can't play a game where every time something makes me mad you do something else important.  Get outta my face!  And no I did not just fuck you, I just said in a fun way what I said, "Get outta my face!"  I was even kidding @ as to what exactly I meant, I guess..  The problem was if it is about a feeling because using the feelings to connect saying something bad is not okay.  Stop playing around.  Why you so careful!  I have never had my life have problems like this.  No one talks to me, I'm bored, I forget what day of the week it is now but I don't fuck @ it cuz I just don't it's not interesting like that and would feel stupid and silly, not sure @ other people's problems.  Okay..

Need I go further?  I'm too tired.  Not trying to attack but just something I thought of or that was thought for me.  I'm interested in this not in me fucking like crazy.

Una Problema

I TOLD YOU TO STOP ACTING LIKE I'M AS OLD AS MY DAD!!!  WHAT'S YOUR FUCKIN' PROBLEM!!!  OLDIES

Ohhh

Oh, so, what my mom will be more where Nell is.  Is that another "funny" thing?  Does it happen to be the reason why?

All I Know

All I know is no matter what I do, I will always have people be mean and jealous at me like animals!

Why I'm Mad

Hmph!  You may have noticed I was mad all yesterday.

Why I'm "Disturbed.."

My mom acted like I wasn't white.  That she was more.  Because she was all

What I'm Gonna Do

I'm gonna be sewing dresses.  Going to movies.  Eating @ the mall.  2 long months of just her on Twitter and maybe some sitings.  Maybe, I'll meet her before fall.

Una Problema

The last of my soul has been sucked up by "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I have cranky mom threatening to separate living with me if I don't continue taking medicine.

Cleaned

I cleaned a lot, no new earplugs, thinking @ lying down, then.  I already got the books off the shelf.

What did I do wrong?

1st it was not memorizing my piaon song because I had Music History in the library and 3 instruments to practice.

Then, I couldn't survive in DC the homework.

Then, I got sick up north.

Then, I flunked a semester online here.

Una Problema

I feel alive but feel I can be very dead.  I felt attacked for being so old with a Late Boom mom.  It's not a big deal, in the end.

MAD

I CARE @ MY MOM BUT DO NOT GIVE 1 FUCK @ HER TELLING ME I'M SHIT OFF MY DAD.

I SAID I'M YOUR DAUGHTER -PLUS I GREW UP OVERLY SHELTERED AND SORTA LONELY..-

So

Can I have Ellen?  Not your kid, at all?

HEY

STOP BEING RACIST TO ELLEN DEGENERES AND BECAUSE OF ME

Una Problema

My mom insists unlovingly and weakly that she is Late Boom and I am "older" or "younger."  IT'S THE STUPID MEDICINE.

Una Problema

Are you wasting my time deciding if I'm a kid or adult?  Nothing in the middle?  I chose kid.  Why did ellen look so old

Una Problema

If you are looking to see who's nice, why just say oh don't you think someone else wants something.  I HATE THAT.

Una Problema

Is it harmful to have my brother fucking me up when he thinks Ellen DeGeneres wants to, in such a bad way..  Is it harmful?  My mom seemed mean and I got defensive because I was mad @ being sent from Ginny's class.  So, I just decided to be more forceful in my doings and avoid feeling bad here, somehow.  I don't know what's gotten into her.  1 parent always mean.  I'm here for my parents and am 27 for cryin' out loud!  What am I gonna do?  I feel so sick, how I look, need to clean my ROOM ARGH WILL IT EVER BE CLEAN  What happened!

Una Problema

What, is Ellen hurt about a thought of if she had a kid?  I know I'm hurt, but I "try not to think @ that stuff.."  True, I thought of her kid in a different way..

Una Problema

Why did my mom act like I was shit sometimes before age 5 or 6?

N00000

What if my mom pretends to die?  Guess that's why she's leaving.  Hope not really.  She doesn't get it @ the meds and the hospital.

Una Problema

ELLEN i want my mommy

Ehem.  Why are people always HURTING ME.  Some stupid person answer.  AHAHA jk yr not just stupid tho

I can't believe it!

I cannot believe how people in Florida think they can treat me and then say they are nice and I am mean.

Mad

I feel so trapped because everyone in the world is crazy just @ Depp.  I'm in my house with no one and nothing to turn to, no one like me.

Una Problema

ELLEN!  AH SOME STUPID PERSON.  My mom won't stop acting like she made my brother fucked up.  They said that's what they want to do to me.  He's not my ideal.  I am.

Una Problema

I feel so attacked, I don't know why.  Did Ellen infuse it in me?  This is too long.  What's wrong?  I love it, here, and I have nowhere else to go.

Una Problema

ELLEN I GOT THE WHOLE WORLD CONFRONTING ME FOR MY DAD BEING BORN IN 1950.

WHAT ABOUT MY REPUTATION FROM MY LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE ) ) )

Let me maybe say this to you I don't give a fuck @ what Johnny Depp and Tim Burton say, @ this like to be suggestive and mean to respectable people who are mixed Race.

Una Problema

So, my dreams are smashed by Nell Burton and people with Late Boom dads?

Go now, go and leave me!  :S

So

You just wanna beat down kids whose dads aren't born in 1957|8?

Una Problema

I said shut up talk to me as a person.  If I get mad you do shit to me so I don't give a fuck @ you dum dum

Una Problema

STOP GODDAMN NIGGERS TELLING ME I AM NOT IN THE STYLE OF LATE BOOM "EVEN" - IT IS WHAT I WANT BUT I ALSO WANT THE IMPROVED "MORE" NECESSITIES

How does my life look?  I come from a sheltered background and let out.  My aunt wants to stimulate us, too.  I don't give a shit @ her.  I can do the right thing.  That dumb ass.. UGH leave me alone I SAID SHUT UP I'M VERY MAD AND THIS IS MY BLOG  I even had to leave out a word.  I don't mean anything offensive, it's just words.

Una Problema

ELLEN DOESN'T CARE @ SHIT SHE DOES'T GIVE A SHIT FOR ME AS A WHITE PERSON I DO SOMETHING SAUCY AND SHE SAYS IT'S NOTHING

Una Problema

My mom threw a hissy fit.  All I intended to say was that I didn't want to medicine that don't work.  I don't think I need it.  It sounds like they want me to know I don't need it on my own, but I've lost my female thing and am brutal.  She even threatened to move away cause she's a nigger and something always has to "be" there.  She wanted to go home to Indonesia.  I've been on meds, and I mean it was okay a little but this must be going too far.  She said I'd be thrown outta the house and thinks I'm big and tacky, but I made her feel underneath from before she wasn't really that white.  I'm cleaning my room and had lights on, too, guess that bothered her, today.  I can't live a lie.  That medicine..might not be the answer, so I've heard in my life.  It's serious.  It might make me tired, seems selfish to think about.  Well, I was gonna take it but then again not gonna.  I mean, I've heard even you can't depend on the medicine.

Una Problema

My mom is being nasty.  I was just defending myself from her feeling bad.

Una Problema

Why out of all the teachers would I end up just not being allowed to take class from Ginny?  I was such a good, interesting kid.  She didn't tell them to get me out of the class.

I was always accepted as a person until Tim Burton and the experiment on me.

Una Problema

Oh, so, now Lily Rose is me to Ellen DeGeneres?  I wonder how mature she is compared to me, considering how much older than her I am.  Whoops, not sure what I said?  Don't worry, you'd know.  Maybe, I should let you realize I wasn't trying to insult anyone like you nor Ellen..  This is not drama.  It's a lie.  I'm a well-respected, white lady or girl.

I Cannot Believe It

How other girls more around my age than seeming not.. act like oh "I'm the 1, Christina is just feeling unsociable

Laugh Laugh Laugh

Do you know adults laugh @ being bad?

Did you know

that adults who are supposedly like copies of Johnny Depp are acting like whiny kids and hurting good kids like comfort cain' come.

Una Problema

Are you threatening to basically "..take Ellen away" from me?  Who did it?  I just know it's because of people asswiping her.

Una Problema

Ellen's just shitting us stimulation of California shit, I just know it, please someone help us out.  Nothing against Ellen, she shouldn't have a say.  I bet someone else "said it" for her cause she's more white|Caucasian, not sure why you'd think that by looks.

How ) ) )

How're ya suppos'd ta study summit' if yer too busy hurtin's.

Funny!

Did you know every psychological visit is a losing battle?  See a white, good medical doctor.

I Know

You don't want me to smile.

Una Problema

Look, I'm getting insulting, stupid, shit messages that are supposedly from "Ellen" and my Disney teacher.

change

HELP

wut

Watcha think yas teachin ME

Una Problema

I can say what I want on my blog unless it threatens and attacks you.

Now, my Twitter's messed up, like Blogger.  WTF did that shit to me.

Una Problema

What if my mom is more attractive?

Una Problema

Hey, Ellen, did you do that to my face?  I can look like my mom.  Looks like no one likes that.  You can't hurt me.  We're not always in the land of tulips.

You need me to explain I'm not suggesting I'm worthy of you're time, too?  Of course not!

Una Problema

Do you like seeing Ellen DeGeneres strutting around annoying normal folks who don't do stupid stuff as far as heritage goes?  She don't know shit.

Una Problema

This is going too far, I didn't do shit..

They took away the pretty heading background on my Twitter when I look at my Favorites.  I hope Ellen DeGeneres nor someone else I just know who doesn't work there didn't do it..

Cool!

It looks like Britney tried to do aerobics rather than dauncin' like me.

link

See if you can catch me!

It's a miracle?

Britney Spears is a miracle child.  Other people don't even know that their embarrassing things are what you coast through.

Una Problema

You wanna "lose Ellen?"

What dodos, what niggerers.

Una Problema

Ellen, others, trying to hurt me or Ellen?  Because she likes me a lot, maybe?  Nothing wrong with that, you rude pieces of shit I've known from before.

My mom went somewhere with my brother .. graduation present, too .. and I came home and my dad had gone..  Ellen, I'm not listening to crap.  It made me feel funny.  You all did that shit to my brother.  Now, you're all accusing me of getting mad.  ELLEN I DON'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP INVOLVING MY DAD AS SHIT WITH YOU.  TIM BURTON WASN'T LIKE THAT YOU NIGGERS.

I feel like a monkey all over.  Ellen, you're not better than me, just well-liked racially.

You seem to have like done it, and whoever did is who I'm mad at.  I don't want any of this shit.  I'm not a sinner, like you.  I am Roman Catholic, and I am better than the church today and was going to dedicate part of my life to its sacred, sacred musik..