Friday, May 17, 2013

Agh! I feel so shy

better sing

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@ "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Did you ever jump off from the chair and land with your fingers holding you up on a sill? I did right after quitting gymnastics and moving. 1 day of no practice and lost all confidence. I also climbed up doorways and got on top of the TV shelf when I was 9, possibly 11.

Wanting a Strong Built

My friends wanted to be built stronger than me with blonde hair, and I was thinking yea I mean they're European, but the younger 1 seemed pretty, like, defensive and it made me mad because my look was more substantial but not like fully loaded..  :|

What to Do

Got a cute stuffed dragon for~$5.

Guess it's time for "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" or singing.  Feel more like TV.

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Aaaah!

Something really disturbed me.  I saw pictures of a high school girl with bleached hair who looked just like Ginny, long, straight, practically all white hair.  She looked so hard and rather dead, poor dear, thought was a bit younger.  She might have been the 1 who pulled up.

Hi!

I'm back, Ellen!  Luv luv luv luv luv you, now that I can speak properly.  :|
Ya I wanna make clothes, party dresses.

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Did you know adult church choir couldn't sing anything until the guidance they hated?

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I was afraid Ginny'd change my mom's accent.



Also, she is so nice alone.

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The Little People

What @ black people saying they really acted all white?

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Twit Pic

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The wind is pushing like an icy CHILL.

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When'm I goin' to Saint Augustine?

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WHY'S IT SO GODDAMN WINDY

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It's nice and cool. Such a BAY-like breeze

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I'm going out

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Race

Native American vs Asian, any kind of mix



For blacks, some Spanish look Middle Eastern.



Did anyone know?

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Meanies

Black people ARE mean to me, though.

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Time for dinner.

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Meanies

Black people ARE mean to me, though.

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If you don't want to talk to me, leave me alone.

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Foody

Starbucks Smore's heated pie thing earkier and 2nd try got screaming sour gumball.

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Push and Pull

I don't give up things to say I'm good at something else.

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Jealousy

You shouldn't make people think I'm someone to be jealous of.

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Anti-

I'm not anti-Chinese, blacks are.

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So, you're a pacifier gay?

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PA Dutch

You can try with other folks to feel well. The German foreign exchange students didn't leave with many directions. The PA Dutch have German, Dutch, and Swiss, I think.

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s.inging Sweeney Todd "A Little Priest.."

Mobile

going Mobile soon

K Folks

Did the laund.ry.  E:|-

The Social Net

I was wondering why like people don't need to post a lot on your sites, like Facebook.  There are lots of brief Twitter posts, as well.

I have

no clue

Whoops!

Noticed a weird post, might make some people laugh.  Huh.

link

...

I like

Did you notice no one has shit to say to me?  That's why I like Johnny Depp.

Aw -&---O

Ellen babies on Facebook!  Okay, Dad'll go now.  ("Dad" = "me")
Ugh! Tired!  Gotta keep relaxed for the event.  }:D

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@ "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

My Post: I could have been but am more like 16.

Friends ;D

Wah!  I want Ellen friends.

So...

So, we have to figure out Ellen is a verified human and not Jew.  I hate thinking of this at certain points! ) ) )  Ya, I said all I said.  I said it.

What They Get

Why do people with parents born @ 1960 or they themselves like the late 1950s, too, act like they're daintier than you, like you're a caveman?  They now go to the movies and finish it off with a laugh at what they get.

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@ "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Post: People need to be nice.

wut

Why you so enjoy making fun of me?  Go make fun of yourselves in that way.  I mean @ when I talk and you're like there with your ***y parents and other of their friends.

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@ The Ellen DeGeneres Show

My Post: What do you do?

I was asking what they did.  All these girls were being so snooty about what didn't even matter.  I just glossed through.

I don't think it's me.

I see something that affects me and I say no it's not me..

Feeling Sorry

Ellen, I never know what you're talking about.  You make up silly rules to please people who don't matter and you'll feel sorry in the end..

Friendlier People

Ellen you don't like friendly people?  That was attached to the idea I think how you get mad at people with a sick, uncool temper, but I didn't know that I wasn't like that.

Get Away) ) )

I find it hard to succeed but should be preoccupied and get away, you know?

Comes Out Later

Ah, Ellen, everyone in Orlando and others who know me seem to be like telling me I wanted to do that..like not being good in a deep way so that nothing cmoes out later.

Just Chilling

I'm just chillin' waitin' for my dad .. and brother, not sure when we're leaving, don't want to watch when he gets home, though, I sang 'til I was tired, too.

Teachers and Students

Teachers take out their anger on bad kids but pretend it's good kids and don't like kids who are good because they think it's like not fun..and don't really care about teaching kids.

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Excuses Excuses

WHO OUT THERE CARES @ MY MOM!

Out of My Hands

You tell me I do things I can't even control..then that I was very good since I was pretty..now?  Not okay enough?  Don't want to make me feel good about myself?  Concerning school.

Hatred Then Hardship

Me doing something right still made me end up hated and in hardship.

Una Problema

So, stop encouraging my brother to be shit or you.

Una Problema

Your fact or opinion won't matter.  You've been too mean to me, and it's always okay.
Apology

Nothing Else to Do

I have nothing to do so may watch the show.  Don't want to wear myself out.

Pangs

Do you ever get this pang when you look at something that really isn't quite right..

Jitterbug .. Jitterbug! ^69^

It's okay, it will stop.  My heart was beating so hard once I could have died, the beats per second rate.  I was in bed after getting at my dad, somehow..

Touch!

Why would you say something is too ***y and then make it mandatory?  I mean, there are good feelings, and there are bad feelings.  Like, Mom good, touchy feely sap bad.

I just did my nails..

My hands have violently been shaking when I'm mad.  I just did my nails..

What I'm Gonna Do

I guess I'll do my makeup, probably not watching TV, can't get dirty, maybe spend time recording myself.

An As sat

You know @ being popular.  In ways, I never was an asset

SPoooF

So, Finding Nemo is a spoof by adults against kids with Early Boom dads and other shit.

Sing!

Maybe, I'll sing or something all dressed up.

The Show

Ellen might wait til tonight to watch your show not sure, just saying I might..

Ah!

Done with my shower and drying my hair, which no longer looks lello (yello..

Time to put on my makeup - 1st get dressed, love being dressed properly.

Naky

LIKE O MYGOD

I have to do the laundry after the shower, but then I'll be naky naky.

How I Feel

Ellen I feel like I', dying, the weight management|digestive pills make me regurgitate my food or it does it on its own.

It's like my body won't take food, like I'm feeling sorta overcome, I guess, not in thought, though, don't seem to do that so readilu

I'm strong though and live it out, my mom is strong, and my dad is white,

O! K!

OK making it for the shower soon, picking my outfit out.

Dazing Off

I guess my body in some form dazes off.  Make sure it's not too late (for you

Friends?

I would feel awkward telling any of you guys I would have thought it was fun to be Ellen's friend.  You know, what would I do?  Look @ the grass and dart her eyes?

Controversy

Ellen and everyone, I like to talk @ controversial topics, but I don't need to makeithurt

Comfort Zone

I guess you feel m*********** if you find yourself away from comfort zone.
Shower..laundry.  Yup.

Wasn't

Ellen I wasn't a ditz.  See, no one likes me.

I Thought

I thought [you said] you were white.  Either way is fine, as I've always stuck to saying.

Admit It, Someone

Ellen, forgot how to put this, DeGeneres thinks she made herself feel guilty pleasures so she could function.
Did anyone else grow up not knowing wtf they were?
Ellen how do we get as well as youuuu.

What It's For..

It's not all about being ready, it's about who you are and what does make you happy.

(cont.)

By k***ing I mean racist.

Picky Nicky

For someone picky, you sure don't care.. that is "what" it is you do.  Like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, k***ing me.

"Train" of Thought

but Ellen my dad IS American and I DO like Americans and he's rather comfy.

You know what's annoying?

You know what really is frustrating, when someone is special for having a European or whatever dad to influence treatment.

What do you think I am?  Someone who's too pure?

"Light~Bulb!"

Do you find me argumentative ... that I should be snapped at ... for every little accidental, uncontrollable idea that light bulbs from my head?
Twitter
I was able to dig in Ellen DeGeneres's private.

A Thought

Ellen, you forgot or decided to play stupid about what everyone knows @ where you're from..forget forget..

I know @ Florida, and I like it, but I mean ancient Florida is not something I could think @ on my own.

Making People Feel

So, I'm not gonna make you feel better by feeling bad for myself.  Everything I do is explained.  Ellen, I'm FROM the southern U.S. beaches.  That's WHERE I'M FROM to you.  I am also myself Slidellian.  Well, depends on watcha mean.  I was made to feel like I fit in with my past.

Back

1-1½ hours walking :)

loading the Mobile pix unless my dad's here soon for his lunch

Don't Ask

I have more Spanish influence than most so don't ask.

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Rude

People weren't supposed to be this rude. Like where your parents from though.

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Drooping Off

I just droop away if nothibg is happening.

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Feelings

The people are making people like Johnny Depp, Burton, and Ellen feel the sparkle we wanted to have happened to us other creatures.

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Goofing

So, Ellen won't make a goofy Dory impression on the show..

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In a Big Way

That's like making fun of us in a big way.

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UNDERprivileged

Ellen doesn't like the underprivileged. Socially

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UNaccepting

Ellen isn't accepting of certain people from New Orleans, people think, but they feel the same way.

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Travel

Ellen no interest in travel?

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Popularity

Tim Burton is popular.

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Finding Out

No, you can't discriminate and underevaluate.



So, her ideas seep out facts later? What, is she a baby? People are so selfish..



Who likes her show, on in the afternoon/day.

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Keeps Asking

How many times does she keep asking?

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Singularity

Does Ellen ever focus on a single thought?

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Choice

People keep intruding my comfort zone like they're whiter by choice.

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Nearly

Chloe Grace Moretz doesn't present as many pictures as me, nearly.

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Right

Neither needs be wrong.

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As You Jest

You smile as you jest.

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Schools

So why do you care @ shitty kids in school!

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Next Generation

It's always the generation adjacent. Forgot why I thought this. Also, kids.. oh, I don't even know what the next generation is.

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Age

I was with my mom as a small kid. You know, under 5.

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Reiterating

People in New Orleanz want to reiterate Floridians are not welcome in Florida.

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Not

New Orleans is not Florida nor any other place..

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Like What

Why do you like my mom. Why do you think I am her?

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Stop

Stop asking me to feel sorry for people with older moms. I don't even have any friends.

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Rule

You don't want me to wonder if ya'll thought I broke a rule of setting my parents apart

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Harr

Mandeville is like Pearl River, too.

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Ssomehing You're NOT Supposed to Do

Why do all of you react in some way you're not supposed to?
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***ing Away

Kids with parents from Early Book want them to *** them away from caring about the kids they like.
I also have laundry but not much.

snnack and walk ..

snnack and walk .. shower then Ellen
You know, we already do brothers and sisters.

HEY STOP

Stop pretending stuff @ other people's kids.

Slidell

And the S.lidell part of me is sitll interested.

What You Know and Don't Know

Ellen, I am FWOM Slidell!  You don't need to act like you know shit @ it.

Approval

You get approved for your "criticisms."  Me that I'm "complaining."

"I Am That I Am"

I still believe people believe I am who I am for being ½ Chinese.

Lonely on Twitter

What do you think of tween stars being lonely on Twitter?

Also, where will my future tumult?

"Kids! WhatsamAtta with Kids!"

I'm glad I didn't go to her class the semester before because it would be kids.

I meant "'what' I said"..

Did you notice I mean what I say?

and yodelin' is .. an ART

It feels like Ginny is an artist the way she feels for people.

Race

Ellen why do you always lie?  I mean you promise a feeling and then I see you're just talking off to be safe.  Is that because you think you get special treatment for your mom having a Jewish maiden name or Austrian-based possibly..

Breakfast

Well, I had breakfast with my dad.  Just a bit of disagreement today.  He left early, though.

Nice for ME 3)

Ellen, if your mom is mean do something.  She looks very nice for me.

Follow My Parents

From my mom's side, she's also hot and spicy white other-world Southerner, and my dad is a kind man from Pennsylvania + NY state

Coming out With the Result

Oh, people are trying to *** Ellen up in private and come out with the result.

ah

caught that .. why do we have to *** up people that others have no chance with if they just sit there and do nothing?  Also, those who do see her more, I mean so what?  If you want to is your prerogative.  If it is impossible, you have to take the steps to reach that goal or realize it doesn't matter for you.

WHAT'S THE WOOLD FO' ^99^

It's not funny, the world is there to *** up Ellen.  It doesn't matter if..wut..we have no answer.  Stuff like that..

"I Told You So"

Your mom said not to get mad at people who are|aren't American..See, I think so much I forget.  I'm only 26.

Bot

You think you're a pleasure bot.

Autistic

Had to switch from "Me Love" (Sean Kingston, is it?) video to ...this .. is not like me at all .. for once I'm lost for words

Why do you mess around with Autistic symbols to others?

Ellen, I have no problem with where my parents are from.  What, you're just onto New Orleans?  My dad didn't grow up until his 30s when he got married..

NOTE stupido

Ellen, Southerners are not stupid.

-Can- you talk?

Sorry Ellen you're not a good talker, I looked up to you.  All you do is practice talking to yourself so everyone will make you feel good.  Your mom has Irish, maybe, or is she all German..  :/  So, then what the fuck is everyone m*****ing me for my writing?

Erotic Thinking

I find it erotic that people like Johnny Depp, Ellen, and Burton all act like they need to become erect to the idea that they are doing something kids like and that they give us no promise of attention

A Gob Stopprrr

All the ***y adults I once new stopped talking to me.

Let's Play .. Pretend

The truth is Ellen pretends to care @ others feeling safe.

UN-American

Ellen, if you have stupid moments, you know it gets annoying.  If you're not American, then you're not.  You act American.  Even Americans don't act American.  What is it?

Makes Me Uncomfortable

It makes me uncomfortable that you think you had in some simple way a better life.

I don't know Ellen why you're not always feeling swell @ this kinda stuff.  Like, you feel overdone.  Well, maybe it's because I read your dad wasn't American.  He's probably English with a French dad.

Never Claimed Any Certainty

I never claimed to be the authority of New Orleans, just having fun from Slidell.

Pompano

People like Chloe Grace Moretz only look up to Ellen DeGeneres to like pump up their blood.

Hidy Hidy Hidy Hi

I have a nice high split sound, you know high OR low.

Racial Mingling

I guess other European countries like mingling.

Thanks

Thanks, Ginny.

My Voice

My voice is actually quiet.

You Pick

If my family thinks I need to let Ellen DeGeneres be the baby for having a Jewish last name from her mom I won't accept that shit because I already have a racially Chinese mom.

Being Rude

Ellen, why are you so rude @ something like heritage?  You're not perfect.  I mean, I will not accept that I am my dad in a bad way.  I know this is that n word shit.

"Finding Dory"

Ellen, can we be in Finding Dory or just you?  There may not be any good parts.
I should go for a walk so I can change and catch up on TV, do some laundry I forgot @.. Can put it in the bin!
People go to Jefferson and Kenner,

Guess you're alright.  You're by the ocean.

Guess we both are in some way.  Some Heavenly coincidence for people to gape at.
Picayune and Bogalusa sound okay.  Sounds like Metarie, though.  Don't like Mandeville nor Pearl River.

Hammond, which is closer actually, and Ha Covington sound more like Slidell.
I don't take well to Metarie. They just don't seem normal, like Mandeville.  Like a lost city of Atlantis.  It might be a good place to get strong.

I'm Slidellian, and you're not.

Why are you so strict about New Orleanian blood, Ellen.  You know I'm Slidellian, and you're not.

I actually ate breakfast.

Granola Cereral

Next time, I want those dark, thick flakes.

My favorite even had nuts.

Accent Reduction

Do you have more of an Irish accent or English?  I have both.
Boy, Irish like to drink and have fun.
Ellen, you moved to L.A. and took it in stride..it's just that I was born when you went there.

Problem

Ellen won't take me as a Floridian legend but thinks her Louisianians are..prized, brilliant moralists for "doing 'something' for me."

Voice Lessons Working Out

My singing is so much better.  I found a teacher I like who specializes in theaterical voice and therapy.

Going more, get confidence.  She is very prized for her accomplishments.

•I was the best gymnast beginning age 1¾ until I turned 9.
•I was the best at twirling in 2nd and 3rd grade, which is age 7 and 8.
•I have a letter in cross country.
•I did ballet little and then age 12-21.
•I've been singing adamantly since age 7.
•I got the best grades mostly my whole life.

Moreover, I'm a local legend in accompanying and the whereabouts there was.  That's it for me.  I'm like considered a GAWWD!  ^99^

Forgot to ad ART!  + theater!

Plans for Today

I should take a shower and walk and catch up on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  1 more episode for the week.  I have some shopping to do this weekend but not too much.  Guess I'll go for a walk, soon.
So, I left and someone came and parked while I was hiding behind the mailbox.  So, that makes me wonder.  She's never spoken of her daughter, but I caught a picture of her.  She looked just like Ginny, in a way.  I hope she's a good girl.
I was wondering why my teacher Ginny can give out 10 minute critiques to each student in Voice for the Actor.  That's 5 hours alone.
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