Don't Get It

I was always pushed away and told I was too nice when wondering what to do.  I have not fuck what people are talking about.  They make no sense and won't put any effort.  They don't really say why they treat me that way.

opps

haha that post @ Ellen's whatever starts with an o was a funny 1 to think of..dunno if I agree sorry though

Birthday Surprise

I just got a Nano and Speaker and Protective Clear Case.  Bluegreen..before might like green.

Una Problema

I don't like how they say Nell was just being mean to me to show me she wasn't better.

Sourpuss

Oh no, I keep giving messages @ Ellen and not getting to the point, in the end, where you then understand why I'm sourpuss.  >^..^<  Should just ignore it..Why didn't I think of just that for this, before?  This also implies like maybe I like her too much, which in a way isn't the right wording for something you can do.

Tweets

Una Problema

What goes around comes around.  My dad threatened me about my next job, just because I'm not white.  I ran back to the house to get my cell and it sounded like every day at work, for him to get over it.  We have been having a good time.

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Big Spiced Slim Jim
Slim Jim + Yellow Cheese
2 Kinds of Chocolatey Stuff
Strawberry Milk
Special Water

Annoyed

Ellen is annoying in old age looking for older people to have guilty *** with. She keeps being out-of-place in certain ways. What if I have to m*********, more?

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Y

Wow, ... Why did my dad's hands not look as good and like himself? Did Ellen talk to my dad .. Look stop making up stuff. I feel m*******. I have to get it to stop. Why should I care @ other people's relationships? I just felt really out of control m*******, as often do.

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Spilling the Beans

Why's everyone coming up to me to spill the beans? You know, @ me. Before was quite different.

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Another Thing

Ellen was playing @ feeling pleasure against me for my birthday, too.

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Pleasure

Well, Ellen felt pleasure thinking her o****** p********* today, with a baby baby kid in her lap.

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A Threat

So is Nell a threat and misconceiving brat?

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Celeb Children

Posted on forums uninteresting. Didn't look @ celeb children, so-to-speak.

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Annoyed

Ellen makes me think of annoying, tacky messages. Like my piano playing, she might have read I felt uncomfortable @ my dad wanting to play. Anyone'd be upset if Nell Burtin got shit.

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Why are you saying you deserve better people and things with them?

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Tim Burton caused the world crazy fans.

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Coy

Wow Ellen you just keep going. Youi sure are coy.

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Una Problema

If someone manages to upset me, I get threatened to go crazy. Like with things stuck ij my headm

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Insecurity

I'm getting definitive insults and have insecurities. I wanted to be more outgoing.

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Wait, Ellen, did I just **** my dad

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Tweet

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In Need of Counseling

My dad's hand looked like mine and hers like Helena Bonham Carter. So.. She likes me. ):(

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Una Problema

I don't give a shit @ my dad's twisted mind.  I was mad at his ATTITUTE @ Cracker Barrel and now he comes home late on Mondays.  He only will bring home Tai food.

Una Problema

Why should I give a s*** over young kids today being like your kids, granny?  No one should give them that pleasure that I've been denied in a more like assertive way.  My generation suffered the Late Boom thinking we're just another kid to them and not the beautiful mommy, we get gay old women and if we have some other issue they bore into us.

Una Problema

I don't give a fuck about the stupidity of "inconvenience" of this experiment nor for Ginny being the 1 putting me in Lakeside.

wtf

Do you give a fuck @ what I say.  You gay guys had it down with *Ellen*  No, Christina, 26 is too young for me to have kids.  Whatcha saying @ 30?  It's not a cutoff date.  My mom isn't white, so, no more.  Did you get all that?  I didn't..  =p

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My mom might be wrong in saying I'm harrier than her.

Ellen DeGeneres seems to do things just to make a statement, but sometimes I wanna talk @ it because it's what happened.  Oh, and if she wasn't kidding, that just means she isn't talking about much, sometimes.  I mean, like I get really weird ideas after watching her and talking to others.  It's not like literally talking so much as seeing.

@ saving interest's sake of how the world appreciated things like elevators, what's like going on, my mom acting like Medusa and all like oh you watch Ellen she deserves pleasure, so just think of it like that.  No, I never did that.  I don't believe in shit.

Wht do you think when you see kids with the older 1 more taken care of but less precious, you know, lighter hair?

Una Problema

8-| did you know in Florida it is wrong to discriminate?  It really doesn't happen.

Una Problema

Maybe, there is a question I'd rather not ask.  Why don't you seem like Ellen DeGeneres?  It's not a game.  Maybe, you like her, but like I guess comes into play of the thing is things like respect.  People like her, but I mean, like, I know maybe the gay Asians would overdo it, huh?  Race over age.

It's not very nice to discriminate against kids because they have parents who are much older than you even.

All the Right Moves

It is so hard to make the every right move, but I hear most people don't have problems like this.

Una Problema

Gots to treat everyone like a child.

Also, what..Um, no I do not agree with listening to old fogies that if you do something "it's related" bc "I'm dumb and don't know how to think-"  I saw the truth.

Why don't you talk about something that matters, like what's been done somehow?  "What's been done" so what.

Why don't you accept what I said that it's not right, I didn't do something to you, just said it wasn't right bc people don't know the answer.

Oh wow, people born around 1960 are supposedly full of 1950.  You're the 1s who seem not to be able to accept these things.

Also, you can't say you're not so much older nor at all that someone who's older than me or some certain age that's younger.

People do different things, expect certain things.  They are all good.  People were crazy not at all @ me, like someone was better, didn't like the way that was said but respected it all throughout I thought.

No, though, I do not carry traits that are weird..  I just post online..what do I do?  I just post online.  Other things?  Yea..

OK

Let's get something down.  What was I gonna say?  Well, I know kids with the moms born in the 1940s seem very amazing.  I don't think their styles are all old-fashioned.  They do what I did as a mixed person when they find their parents's and their ages .. oh yes, older ladies know they "didn't do it" when people born in the late 1950s aren't nice to someone.  You know, like how the special healthy happy generation is so good, want them to also "do things" for them, really, everyone knows.

O..Kay

Guess I should change and get ready for supper..  8|

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To: "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Post by Me: That must have been stressful, for me it would be. She likes Ellen. I'm only 27, today is my birthday.

Upset

We didn't go to Disney.  My mom is trying to stimulate me.  Last time, I didn't sleep all night but had fun there.  We also didn't go back to Saint Augustine because some racist Hispanics came in the oldest schoolhouse.  It doesn't bother me, but I want to get away from these people making fun of me, but I wanted a relationship with my parents because they said it was important.

Una Problema

I keep getting the reminders of the useless people- HELP!  I know it can stop, but this is my birthday, I don't care about those people.  They won't talk to me.  I will not change for them.  Sneaky.

Hello?

Why is my whole life @ gay things?

Una Problema

Ellen, you may want what you want in hidden, crafty, meaningless assaults..but you never explain and claim you never did any wrong in how you act.  You can't say someone my age without both parents being so young = that I should not exist.  I will not accept that me making myself feel better about something that doesn't matter means I have to listen to other people's complaints and mean actions when I see them on the streets and in the stores and restaurants..  You will find yourself wrong, that you like people better who are older with more older parents today.  I mean, you can't just say I'm not even what I am, much less how I wish to appear to others so they can tell me that can't be.  I mean, I'm younger than you and "my kids" in the world won't be like kids born in 1950 with people in 1960 being spinning flower girls.  I don't believe you all are better like that because I like that, too.  I had a hard life I couldn't figure out, too much homework, no time for something like TV.  I know I deserve a lot!  :|  Most people don't know that and that they are also mean to people such as myself.  What I'm saying is the only way you are connected to kids today is thinking kids with an older parent born earlier is of no like to anyone attractive.  You're forgetting we're younger and that our generation -isn't- crap.  You all just beat downn good people and probably don't think the world ever meant dirt.  I can only say thank you for your sweat or whatever you can call it..  ( :| )  Yea, I guess it is important, but I still know I have to post @ it, maybe not to you.

Una Problema

That's sick.  People think kids today are the *** product of race and the age of the dad.

TV

Ellen, I do not think any kids|people are happy you probably would find you think my dad is bad and that like it's okay that this is life, a life without any of our own represented in the future..  I still feel pretty young around both my parents..

Una Problema

What's this bitch saying @ Ellen DeGeneres?  That she doesn't need to be loved?  What's so offensive about that?  It sounds like she's attacking her fans for looking up to her rather than being like her God.

Una Problema

What's this bitch saying @ Ellen DeGeneres?  That she doesn't need to be loved?  What's so offensive about that?  It sounds like she's attacking her fans for looking up to her rather than being like her God.

Humph!

Posting stupid stuff on my birthday, hmph was having a good day.  I don't have a birthday.  Wait, why did I have to say something like that?  I had my birthday yesterday.  I don't want this shit.

I only get attention for stupid things.  I'm not talking @ MY DAD.  Don't worry .. he's here, too.

Una Problema

How ya feelin now?  I'm not feelin good-

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" isn't showing up in Newsfeed, maybe that was the wrong way.

Una Problema

What was that?  LEAVE ME ALONE.  I AM NOT THE NIGGGER

Una Problema

I told you I won't do anything for this "worthlessness" on my birthday.  Something bad would happen.  Look, don't waste my time on people.  For those who don't know, no one talks to me.

Una Problema

Why does everyone, lkike my mom act like I want to be like my dad in a bad way?  Also, why are you telling me she was too young to have me?  Not true.  I already said my life was a mistake.  What do you think I'm saying?  I'm my dad?  I don't wanna be just 1950 shit.  Young kids wanna.  Wanneda.  Why do I get the feeling you hate me?  I'm not dumb.  I have fun.

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@: It was about a girl who's got an army husband and doesn't want to have to do something to get money with him.

Una Problema

They're connecting someone who did something worthless to me on my birthday.  Huh..  Stop bugging me @ THAT THOUGHT.

Una Problema

Stop making fun of my dad.  Or never see anyone older than you again.  No matter how much fun they're having with others..

"What about this?"

Ellen is too old to say she's like some kid born in 2000.  I can play with kids that age.  Hm, maybe not?  Oh, "old enough to be someone's parent."  I am not some 1950 dork.

Una Problema

I just got really attacked like I needed to extract some feeling.  I know what I'm doing.  You can't just surprise me like that.  Stop pushing me to my dad.  I am the 1 online.  I already even had to tell him or invite him so much, in the end.

No one cares about how my mom is mean to me.  Just when something big is.  Whoah, why did I even have to think of that?

Ugh!  I wanna get dressed and eat with my family so I have more time to clean my room, eventually.

You know, you are really gay people to tell me that someone cool is not mature enough to be my parent.  What about all those guys who like me for not having an old mom?  I don't know many cool people, anyway, and 1s who are young act like adults compared to me.  It makes me upset, though, see my mom of course is older than the kids of those parents.  Ugh, ... I just know someone means something and is gonna say my future doesn't matter and then say I'm gay just for thinking I deserve to say something because not many people have to worry @ that other than their own flaws.

So, I know people are gonna bug me, and I have a right to not be confined for the rest of my life and to pick up on shitty people to joke @ with so I don't trust my parents nor others.  About being accomplished, I already am.  Some reason, my neck hurts, too.

Ellen DeGeneres wants to make fun of some young person to say I'm a lot older but hate you like I'm in the adult generation, like some teachers seem to be old enough to parent you to do things..  What if I h*** myself somehow, today, not that I would, but if someone did something on purpose that I knew about or something then that means that no one cares about me.  I'll just *** and never go to H***** because of what I've seen.  It'll be a dagger in my side.  WHAT I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!  What the fuck is this?  You pretty much make bad people feel okay.  I grew up doing what I was supposed to and everyone hated me for it, like I hadn't been feeling cute enough.

I grew up being told all these things kids today have, and I will not accept it.  No, I don't look up to people because they all have to tell me stuff I'm not.

Edit

I made less Pages, condensed them.

Onh

I have to let the cake diget and the pizza ti sel

What Doesn't

Ellen DeGeneres may have astute parents, but differences don't matter.

Eating

I had 2 thin slices of Papa Johns heated up in the over.  3I  Now, a bit of birthday ice cram cake.

Juxtaposition

Whatever you say mean is right, whatever I do that is right or is conducive is actually always wrong.

Hm

I wanna talk @ Tim Burton, already know @ my dad.

Issue

I don't need your shit.  I am sick and tired of people I looked up to acting like shit.

You're just rubbing in how my dad "thinks I'm in trouble" when no one else does anymore.  I didn't do anything..

So, why..

Why does Ellen mimick us being shitty?

Also, I realized you're doing this for bad kids.  You want to say to the good person no I don't like you so you reveled in the rest of the world and used it against me, like I can't talk to anything in the world, any ole person.

Too bad I forgot what else I was thinking, getitn mah food.

You did like the meaner kids and made my life your pleasure nightmare.

Problem

WHAT'S WRONG I DON'T LIKE BEING M*******.  YOU GOTTA MAMMA OR SOMETHIN?

Why ya'll like people I know so you can hurt me with them?  I need real friends or I have no one.

If you think you can waste and control my life we can do the same thing to others.

I'm sorry :0

but my dad's not good enough

Issue

So why is there shit rising that if I'm maybe upset @ my birthday that it wasn't some other dodo saying my gifts suck..nothing from Gramma but okay, no money from parents.

Should Auld Acquaintance Be Forgot

A and never brought to mind

What am I gonna do for the summer?  I only have 3 days @ Disney.  Wet 'n Wild as much as I like once I have the spare money for those tickets.  Maybe, should try Wet 'n Wild, 1st?  I have the lessons with Ginny, though, so am excited for that.  Just hope my parents don't cuff in and ruin it.

Fitness

I've been walking, and that's been taxing.  I need a break from the floor exercises but plan to fit it in when I have time, maybe need to focus more on cleaning the mess of my room yet again but once and for all.

Plan

Eating now, waiting for oven to heat up to 400 degrees.  Then, I'll do my hair, put on contacts, makeup, see if "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" is a rerun from the past.  I'm just droppin'.

Choses the Disposition

OMG WTF could I say about you saying you like me so maybe my dad is better.  I thought I already made a disposition on age..

Well

People keep being mean to me who know me and never talk with me.  What's going on?

Una Problema

If you're so authoritative I could be as bossy and wild as I liked, as well.  You know showing off your sins.

nnu video

of me

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YUM

I had a banana for breakfast, later more pizza and ice cream cake.  3}

Up

Woke up @ 12.  Bed by @ 4:30.  So, almost 8 hours.

I wonder what my summer will comprise of other than voice lessons because that's what I do other than vacationing and it's a big redundant.

Update

Added my Tumblr, a pic, and put it in the menu.

UGGGH.

0-B

I know you're tired of me, what am I, a flea with no brain.

I just m**********.

When I was like 7 and 11 I would feel it a lot more, but I know some of me is killed, but I feel I've moved on eventually.. Found ways to prevent it, somehow.

um

What is enjoyable and definitive of comparing Johnny Depp with Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres?  I haven't had the thought mechanize in my brain, exactly..  The answer in Florida is to like all 3 for their good qualities and to study them etc.  Nothing hard.  Just be positive.

..It's Pp IZZ a time

UG

I was just now watching that girl from where I started m********ing, "Castle on a Cloud," on my YouTube under singers, says, "O My God."  I finally kinda did it, again, and my table knocked against the wall  It was funny but in a way not since I just ended up sitting there..why should attractive people ConTAain such problems?  You have to climb a tree with those things hanging down..the gymnastics rope.  I feel so stimulated from my messy room.

Collecting Money

I have to collect - only $119

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I wanna go myself and film stuff, maybe Epcot 1st, Haunted Mansion fun.  Go to Magic Kingdom twice.  Have $90.  $30 more.  I can go next week!

Happy Birthday to Me. 8I

Happy 27th Birthday to Me!

Don't worry, the partying's already done, but more tomorrow I guess.  :)