Monday, May 27, 2013
Una Problema
Did you ever consider you lied to me, were a liar? People treat me casually and then I keep getting kicked outta school, sometimes more than once in the same school at the same situation or time. My rule is you tell someone if you don't like what they did. I just fear that they wouldn't tell me why they really suspended or dubbed "expelled" me meant. I didn't do anything and said I was good at the meeting. They're not being factual. They wouldn't talk to me @ anything, just kicked me out and now I'm afraid I can't come back. I might be excluded from what I wanted to take, even.
Signing up @ School
It says that by August 8th is the deadline to appeal suspension. I was told not expelled, but my therapist keeps saying that. My mom said she talked to them later and they went on to say not to take the classes from Ginny, but then I have no point of going there since I'm in theater and didn't notice any music teachers I like.. So, I need a psychiatric note and to contact the school to ask who to contact. So, there's June and July and I'll see that psychologist again and will schedule an appointment at Lakeside in June or July. I mean, I don't have to take the classes this semester. I'm not sure what she teaches the semester after, but I did feel awkward at the singing class. Cleaning my room will make me feel better, though, got the bulk all done, just pickingup on my desk and the stuff still on the floor, tons of laundry. I will also find out the Fall Registration deadline and later @ music class. I will ask for an appointment at Lakeside straight away, in fact. Okay, got the info. down, like to renew my PIN for FAFSA and all, not that I will get the aid.
Oh No
I am so dumb..anyway, I hate having to push on myself to get stimulated .. see I think that some of the things I posted on my blog were rather er disliked by some, but I explained what I meant. Had a hard time. Nell Burton is so like racist and stuck up to me!
Awake
6 Hours of Sleep. I noticed my left pointer finger reminded me of being Italian, like a dark American 1. I remember I think that was what my dream was about. Maybe outside with some bubbly maybe exciting light blue with a hint of happy green. We were outside, maybe lots of happy trees but like a park, not a forset or whatever|woods.
I was still very tired from the morning medicine I took when I woke up around 6 P.M.
Might find something for breakfast soon, tired and might go to bed, slept on couch. The rest for me to clean already appears pretty possible, so it's like almost done.
I was still very tired from the morning medicine I took when I woke up around 6 P.M.
Might find something for breakfast soon, tired and might go to bed, slept on couch. The rest for me to clean already appears pretty possible, so it's like almost done.
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Suppa
a caviar-sized serving of Purple Potatos and onions and green peppers YUM with spiced up chicken, the smolest piece tha!
Una Problema
Are ya'll just hungry for *** saying I "aren't" this and that? You just wanna hurt me by buckering up my parents in a suggestive fashion. I heard it in the noisemaker. Just informed my brother of the sounds I've heard that I like and that I had to put up with. You know, though, it's things that aren't there like from this world. I just don't want to turn into an experiment.. you know
On that fair note, I mean it could be fun.
On that fair note, I mean it could be fun.
cont.
WAH I just feel so embarrassed @ what I said yesterday.. I am humiliated by the mental health treatment being administered, I also said. They wouldn't let me record. So, I can't put it online.. I think he was thinking @ race, though? Little Middle Eastern guy who looks more Caucasian but dark skin. He is so brilliant, I like him so much.
He has problems but doesn't push on me as an Orlando weirdo like most people here. Yea, he's like "Steve Carrell.." an actor for kids, he is, guessing, too.. This guy seems too nice. Does spark me up reminds me of New Orleans..
He has problems but doesn't push on me as an Orlando weirdo like most people here. Yea, he's like "Steve Carrell.." an actor for kids, he is, guessing, too.. This guy seems too nice. Does spark me up reminds me of New Orleans..
Morning?
5 Hours of Sleep
I had a weird dream, like a track and I was going into a room on the side, had escaped something I thought of. I went through the door again, made it, and was escaping somehow said something. It was someone who didn't seem like Ellen DeGeneres but like was, then her mom said something like that's not the way to do it..never heard her talk, but my grandma would say that, I'm sure. She's 2 years older than her mom.
I woke up remembering I got s'mores poptarts..often, I want something healthy, not sure what happened. Yesterday, I had a salad from 711, not too much money, 2 slices of pizza from my birthday cash savings for Disney..
I'll probably take my medicine just to see what happens. If it makes me too tired, might not be able to do it, we'll see, my room brings me down, now, almost done cleaning. Don't know, might paint it.
I had a weird dream, like a track and I was going into a room on the side, had escaped something I thought of. I went through the door again, made it, and was escaping somehow said something. It was someone who didn't seem like Ellen DeGeneres but like was, then her mom said something like that's not the way to do it..never heard her talk, but my grandma would say that, I'm sure. She's 2 years older than her mom.
I woke up remembering I got s'mores poptarts..often, I want something healthy, not sure what happened. Yesterday, I had a salad from 711, not too much money, 2 slices of pizza from my birthday cash savings for Disney..
I'll probably take my medicine just to see what happens. If it makes me too tired, might not be able to do it, we'll see, my room brings me down, now, almost done cleaning. Don't know, might paint it.
Una Problema
You can't play a game where every time something makes me mad you do something else important. Get outta my face! And no I did not just fuck you, I just said in a fun way what I said, "Get outta my face!" I was even kidding @ as to what exactly I meant, I guess.. The problem was if it is about a feeling because using the feelings to connect saying something bad is not okay. Stop playing around. Why you so careful! I have never had my life have problems like this. No one talks to me, I'm bored, I forget what day of the week it is now but I don't fuck @ it cuz I just don't it's not interesting like that and would feel stupid and silly, not sure @ other people's problems. Okay..
Need I go further? I'm too tired. Not trying to attack but just something I thought of or that was thought for me. I'm interested in this not in me fucking like crazy.
Need I go further? I'm too tired. Not trying to attack but just something I thought of or that was thought for me. I'm interested in this not in me fucking like crazy.
Una Problema
I TOLD YOU TO STOP ACTING LIKE I'M AS OLD AS MY DAD!!! WHAT'S YOUR FUCKIN' PROBLEM!!! OLDIES
Ohhh
Oh, so, what my mom will be more where Nell is. Is that another "funny" thing? Does it happen to be the reason why?
All I Know
All I know is no matter what I do, I will always have people be mean and jealous at me like animals!
What I'm Gonna Do
I'm gonna be sewing dresses. Going to movies. Eating @ the mall. 2 long months of just her on Twitter and maybe some sitings. Maybe, I'll meet her before fall.
Una Problema
The last of my soul has been sucked up by "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I have cranky mom threatening to separate living with me if I don't continue taking medicine.
What did I do wrong?
1st it was not memorizing my piaon song because I had Music History in the library and 3 instruments to practice.
Then, I couldn't survive in DC the homework.
Then, I got sick up north.
Then, I flunked a semester online here.
Then, I couldn't survive in DC the homework.
Then, I got sick up north.
Then, I flunked a semester online here.
Una Problema
I feel alive but feel I can be very dead. I felt attacked for being so old with a Late Boom mom. It's not a big deal, in the end.
MAD
I CARE @ MY MOM BUT DO NOT GIVE 1 FUCK @ HER TELLING ME I'M SHIT OFF MY DAD.
I SAID I'M YOUR DAUGHTER -PLUS I GREW UP OVERLY SHELTERED AND SORTA LONELY..-
I SAID I'M YOUR DAUGHTER -PLUS I GREW UP OVERLY SHELTERED AND SORTA LONELY..-
Una Problema
My mom insists unlovingly and weakly that she is Late Boom and I am "older" or "younger." IT'S THE STUPID MEDICINE.
Una Problema
Are you wasting my time deciding if I'm a kid or adult? Nothing in the middle? I chose kid. Why did ellen look so old
Una Problema
If you are looking to see who's nice, why just say oh don't you think someone else wants something. I HATE THAT.
Una Problema
Is it harmful to have my brother fucking me up when he thinks Ellen DeGeneres wants to, in such a bad way.. Is it harmful? My mom seemed mean and I got defensive because I was mad @ being sent from Ginny's class. So, I just decided to be more forceful in my doings and avoid feeling bad here, somehow. I don't know what's gotten into her. 1 parent always mean. I'm here for my parents and am 27 for cryin' out loud! What am I gonna do? I feel so sick, how I look, need to clean my ROOM ARGH WILL IT EVER BE CLEAN What happened!
Una Problema
What, is Ellen hurt about a thought of if she had a kid? I know I'm hurt, but I "try not to think @ that stuff.." True, I thought of her kid in a different way..
Una Problema
ELLEN i want my mommy
Ehem. Why are people always HURTING ME. Some stupid person answer. AHAHA jk yr not just stupid tho
Ehem. Why are people always HURTING ME. Some stupid person answer. AHAHA jk yr not just stupid tho
I can't believe it!
I cannot believe how people in Florida think they can treat me and then say they are nice and I am mean.
Una Problema
ELLEN! AH SOME STUPID PERSON. My mom won't stop acting like she made my brother fucked up. They said that's what they want to do to me. He's not my ideal. I am.
Una Problema
I feel so attacked, I don't know why. Did Ellen infuse it in me? This is too long. What's wrong? I love it, here, and I have nowhere else to go.
Una Problema
ELLEN I GOT THE WHOLE WORLD CONFRONTING ME FOR MY DAD BEING BORN IN 1950.
WHAT ABOUT MY REPUTATION FROM MY LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE ) ) )
Let me maybe say this to you I don't give a fuck @ what Johnny Depp and Tim Burton say, @ this like to be suggestive and mean to respectable people who are mixed Race.
WHAT ABOUT MY REPUTATION FROM MY LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE ) ) )
Let me maybe say this to you I don't give a fuck @ what Johnny Depp and Tim Burton say, @ this like to be suggestive and mean to respectable people who are mixed Race.
Una Problema
So, my dreams are smashed by Nell Burton and people with Late Boom dads?
Go now, go and leave me! :S
Go now, go and leave me! :S
Una Problema
I said shut up talk to me as a person. If I get mad you do shit to me so I don't give a fuck @ you dum dum
Una Problema
STOP GODDAMN NIGGERS TELLING ME I AM NOT IN THE STYLE OF LATE BOOM "EVEN" - IT IS WHAT I WANT BUT I ALSO WANT THE IMPROVED "MORE" NECESSITIES
How does my life look? I come from a sheltered background and let out. My aunt wants to stimulate us, too. I don't give a shit @ her. I can do the right thing. That dumb ass.. UGH leave me alone I SAID SHUT UP I'M VERY MAD AND THIS IS MY BLOG I even had to leave out a word. I don't mean anything offensive, it's just words.
How does my life look? I come from a sheltered background and let out. My aunt wants to stimulate us, too. I don't give a shit @ her. I can do the right thing. That dumb ass.. UGH leave me alone I SAID SHUT UP I'M VERY MAD AND THIS IS MY BLOG I even had to leave out a word. I don't mean anything offensive, it's just words.
Una Problema
ELLEN DOESN'T CARE @ SHIT SHE DOES'T GIVE A SHIT FOR ME AS A WHITE PERSON I DO SOMETHING SAUCY AND SHE SAYS IT'S NOTHING
Una Problema
My mom threw a hissy fit. All I intended to say was that I didn't want to medicine that don't work. I don't think I need it. It sounds like they want me to know I don't need it on my own, but I've lost my female thing and am brutal. She even threatened to move away cause she's a nigger and something always has to "be" there. She wanted to go home to Indonesia. I've been on meds, and I mean it was okay a little but this must be going too far. She said I'd be thrown outta the house and thinks I'm big and tacky, but I made her feel underneath from before she wasn't really that white. I'm cleaning my room and had lights on, too, guess that bothered her, today. I can't live a lie. That medicine..might not be the answer, so I've heard in my life. It's serious. It might make me tired, seems selfish to think about. Well, I was gonna take it but then again not gonna. I mean, I've heard even you can't depend on the medicine.
Una Problema
Why out of all the teachers would I end up just not being allowed to take class from Ginny? I was such a good, interesting kid. She didn't tell them to get me out of the class.
I was always accepted as a person until Tim Burton and the experiment on me.
I was always accepted as a person until Tim Burton and the experiment on me.
Una Problema
Oh, so, now Lily Rose is me to Ellen DeGeneres? I wonder how mature she is compared to me, considering how much older than her I am. Whoops, not sure what I said? Don't worry, you'd know. Maybe, I should let you realize I wasn't trying to insult anyone like you nor Ellen.. This is not drama. It's a lie. I'm a well-respected, white lady or girl.
I Cannot Believe It
How other girls more around my age than seeming not.. act like oh "I'm the 1, Christina is just feeling unsociable
Did you know
that adults who are supposedly like copies of Johnny Depp are acting like whiny kids and hurting good kids like comfort cain' come.
Una Problema
Are you threatening to basically "..take Ellen away" from me? Who did it? I just know it's because of people asswiping her.
Una Problema
Ellen's just shitting us stimulation of California shit, I just know it, please someone help us out. Nothing against Ellen, she shouldn't have a say. I bet someone else "said it" for her cause she's more white|Caucasian, not sure why you'd think that by looks.
Una Problema
Look, I'm getting insulting, stupid, shit messages that are supposedly from "Ellen" and my Disney teacher.
Una Problema
I can say what I want on my blog unless it threatens and attacks you.
Now, my Twitter's messed up, like Blogger. WTF did that shit to me.
Now, my Twitter's messed up, like Blogger. WTF did that shit to me.
Una Problema
Hey, Ellen, did you do that to my face? I can look like my mom. Looks like no one likes that. You can't hurt me. We're not always in the land of tulips.
You need me to explain I'm not suggesting I'm worthy of you're time, too? Of course not!
You need me to explain I'm not suggesting I'm worthy of you're time, too? Of course not!
Una Problema
Do you like seeing Ellen DeGeneres strutting around annoying normal folks who don't do stupid stuff as far as heritage goes? She don't know shit.
Una Problema
This is going too far, I didn't do shit..
They took away the pretty heading background on my Twitter when I look at my Favorites. I hope Ellen DeGeneres nor someone else I just know who doesn't work there didn't do it..
They took away the pretty heading background on my Twitter when I look at my Favorites. I hope Ellen DeGeneres nor someone else I just know who doesn't work there didn't do it..
It's a miracle?
Britney Spears is a miracle child. Other people don't even know that their embarrassing things are what you coast through.
Una Problema
Ellen, others, trying to hurt me or Ellen? Because she likes me a lot, maybe? Nothing wrong with that, you rude pieces of shit I've known from before.
My mom went somewhere with my brother .. graduation present, too .. and I came home and my dad had gone.. Ellen, I'm not listening to crap. It made me feel funny. You all did that shit to my brother. Now, you're all accusing me of getting mad. ELLEN I DON'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP INVOLVING MY DAD AS SHIT WITH YOU. TIM BURTON WASN'T LIKE THAT YOU NIGGERS.
I feel like a monkey all over. Ellen, you're not better than me, just well-liked racially.
You seem to have like done it, and whoever did is who I'm mad at. I don't want any of this shit. I'm not a sinner, like you. I am Roman Catholic, and I am better than the church today and was going to dedicate part of my life to its sacred, sacred musik..
My mom went somewhere with my brother .. graduation present, too .. and I came home and my dad had gone.. Ellen, I'm not listening to crap. It made me feel funny. You all did that shit to my brother. Now, you're all accusing me of getting mad. ELLEN I DON'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP INVOLVING MY DAD AS SHIT WITH YOU. TIM BURTON WASN'T LIKE THAT YOU NIGGERS.
I feel like a monkey all over. Ellen, you're not better than me, just well-liked racially.
You seem to have like done it, and whoever did is who I'm mad at. I don't want any of this shit. I'm not a sinner, like you. I am Roman Catholic, and I am better than the church today and was going to dedicate part of my life to its sacred, sacred musik..
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Una Problema
Tim Burton is worried @ me forgetting to message someone on Facebook, but that's not how it works. He did things that show that's all he cares @, being Southern, Southern or stupid.
Problemas
I'm terribly lonely and not particularly hyper but want to achieve certain things within certain time frames. Looks like the chord's been cut from my belly button to Tim Burton. It isn't the same. Yes, his daughter popped up as an issue on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." As for me, I just post online and don't do VooDoo to her at home, apparently. She seems overflowing with love, but I mean I still get really, really hurt by things that have to do with things.. I mean, life is not happy. Coming again, it can get better, just need to do my room.. I am so mad, though, I can't see anyone. I thought there'd be some opportunity maybe for something fun in the community or Tim Burton, too.. .. So, an y hoo.
Una Problema
So, anyone know why I may not be able to return, maybe scout me outta Ginny's classes just because it seems like the next, suggestively dream idea to fuck me with? What the fuck ya think?
That's not fair. Why can't I take classes from Ginny? Why should anyone else there do it, then? She seems too selective.
They just said I needed a note. My mom apparently talked again.
Also, Ellen needs to shut up if she's talking to my parents, like my gramma, just h**t Christina if she finds out something cuz she's not white, not all white.
That's not fair. Why can't I take classes from Ginny? Why should anyone else there do it, then? She seems too selective.
They just said I needed a note. My mom apparently talked again.
Also, Ellen needs to shut up if she's talking to my parents, like my gramma, just h**t Christina if she finds out something cuz she's not white, not all white.
Una Problema
I have to take class from a Ginny.
I hate those, stupid, jealous young adults who think they are strict to me. They always go into funny things.
I hate those, stupid, jealous young adults who think they are strict to me. They always go into funny things.
Una Problema
Am Sci and tired of your stupid ideas of changing older people to be more attractive rather than just paying attention to me.
I want my dad to be there and not be a silly jerk. That's all you got mad at.
I want my dad to be there and not be a silly jerk. That's all you got mad at.
Una Problema
People with ancestors from an antsy culture are lazy, but their ancestors weren't. Anyone care to explain? x|
Plea for Pity
Nell Burton doesn't have someone momming her? That's her plea for pity.
You can't change your mind like you think it's cool to be more easygoing and then be onto every thing in an unhealthy, somewhat old, unnecessary, uninteresting, missed the boat, sorta fashion.
Ellen, you should get in trouble. You think my dad should exist to have *** with you for 1 night. You're not gay, lie lie lie. You wonder why I was born, but I don't wonder why Nell Burton is Nell Burton!
If I'm concerned @ Tim, Ellen has to say that doesn't make sense. Doesn't seem like a likely story. I mean, yea, I had to realize what was important.. I am better than a lot of adults in a lot of ways, more adultly. Also, I mean, I have an affection of adults for being so caring and stuff, like anyone would deep down inside.
D: Dad! (Where did he go?)
If Ellen is|were to be stupid to me it'd be her obsession of TV and not "real people" really but it is so she isn't just like everyone else not taking care of her adult needs.
You can't change your mind like you think it's cool to be more easygoing and then be onto every thing in an unhealthy, somewhat old, unnecessary, uninteresting, missed the boat, sorta fashion.
Ellen, you should get in trouble. You think my dad should exist to have *** with you for 1 night. You're not gay, lie lie lie. You wonder why I was born, but I don't wonder why Nell Burton is Nell Burton!
If I'm concerned @ Tim, Ellen has to say that doesn't make sense. Doesn't seem like a likely story. I mean, yea, I had to realize what was important.. I am better than a lot of adults in a lot of ways, more adultly. Also, I mean, I have an affection of adults for being so caring and stuff, like anyone would deep down inside.
D: Dad! (Where did he go?)
If Ellen is|were to be stupid to me it'd be her obsession of TV and not "real people" really but it is so she isn't just like everyone else not taking care of her adult needs.
Una Problema
Ellen, say you're sorry, not as in apology, just a sympathy.
Ah, yes, do you think I like you doing Nell Burton because of the N word thing? I just think it's shit, but not shit as in poo.
I mean, she can't be rewarded for hurting others. I said I was okay at 1st but wasn't and then just wanted to process it, not intently calling her names. It's @ how people see it that glance at me and try to fuck with me. Yes, though, I am that unaccepting and figure you're just incapable, you know of something better. I'm not hu**ing you.
Ah, yes, do you think I like you doing Nell Burton because of the N word thing? I just think it's shit, but not shit as in poo.
I mean, she can't be rewarded for hurting others. I said I was okay at 1st but wasn't and then just wanted to process it, not intently calling her names. It's @ how people see it that glance at me and try to fuck with me. Yes, though, I am that unaccepting and figure you're just incapable, you know of something better. I'm not hu**ing you.
Una Problema
Ellen, you get in trouble with my mom for having any racism against me, 1 speck that exists and is forward brought.
Una Problema
Why can't Ellen just be nice? Hey, I got a new Twitter, .. http://twitter.com/VioletEyes2013
Ellen knows she's not nice.
She also tests people's friends|family.
Ellen knows she's not nice.
She also tests people's friends|family.
Una Problema
I hate when Ellen submits to people like a baby from up north who is retarded with a dad from 1950.
Una Problema
You all are stupid. I don't have to ever bow down to Nell Burton, whom you've treated like a nigger, like that's the word.
Una Problema
Ellen thinks she's just kidding in her emotions to the world.
I'm already well-behaved, just you all keep attacking me, online and in person.
I'm already well-behaved, just you all keep attacking me, online and in person.
Una Problema
Ellen, you, I'm not from the North growing up. You just lyin' for the pleasu'.
They just like me a lot and I have that as some of my heritage. You just label whatever the fuck you want, you're from NY, whateva.
They just like me a lot and I have that as some of my heritage. You just label whatever the fuck you want, you're from NY, whateva.
Una Problema
NO ONE CARES @ NELL IN 1 SHIT STOP BLOWING HER UP AS ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD YOU BLEW HER UP AS A PERSON GO BLOW UP SOME OTHER TODDLER
Una Problema
Stop saying you're shit.
Why is Ellen with Nell Burton. That brat. That stupid n word shit. GO TO ****
Why is Ellen with Nell Burton. That brat. That stupid n word shit. GO TO ****
Una Problema
Oh, Ellen, lets fill your wrong disposition with poopsies oopsies if you can't shut up and I don't mean literally. Who was that? Sounds like something Ellen does.. You think this is masterbatin' exciting to BE MEAN TO ME when you feel like it. THAT IS NOT OKAY..DODOS..
Una Problema
I can get attention if I deserve it, nigger. Go put your stupid head in a stupid hole. Hope that doesn't affect you nigger.
Una Problema
So, you put some nigger in the crowd, poopy Ginny? Or was it Ellen? Or just "all of you niggers?"
Una Problema
Hey dodo stop messing with Ellen. She's fine how she was. You want to make her nothin', make her like some'n else. WTF you think you are? You're all bad people, and I'm good, you are hurting me for shit. You're not listening. Hmph, something will come to. Ya'll drink alcohol. You're nothin'.
Wut ellen FEel good to hurt me?
Wut ellen FEel good to hurt me?
Una Problema
Ellen is not that good if she always feels like good @ hatred against me. I didn't say something bad except the beginning of the hard to compose sentence, but I did say I was better? Her last name is French, and she might have a lot, that's all.
Una Problema
Nell Burton reminds me of friends that spit hatred. Like, she'll notice Ellen's mom has a Jewish last name but won't realize she's like not shit in that she says someone told her what to do and she's the best. We just don't see that fact, neither. Her mom was nice, and she was good, but maybe the world did it. I don't care, something..you fix your own babies!
Una Problema
Ellen, I don't want Nell to have anything because of ya'll's trick @ the n word saying I did shit. Get outta my life niggers!
Una Problema
Ellen, what a loser. I have some good traits like you and you switch to Nell Burton like she has to have something special. Don't compare me to any niggerin', you. I don' do't.
Una Problema
Ellen, Nell Burton is a bad person. I will not agree with the bullshit stuff you promote.
Quit making fun of me. I can post @ my food, too, you thinkin' 'bout stuff like that? WTF is your problem. No one else did anything like that, maybe it was for the better, anyway. I didn't say nothing. WTF is the problem.
Quit making fun of me. I can post @ my food, too, you thinkin' 'bout stuff like that? WTF is your problem. No one else did anything like that, maybe it was for the better, anyway. I didn't say nothing. WTF is the problem.
Una Problema
Come on people, people are herding in Nell Burton against me. I don't care @ Ellen DeGeneres having Nell in her life because of me.
Una Problema
LOOK STOP TALKING BACK and telling me I "did something" when I was happy about taking voice from Ginny or something like that.
Someone made a long video private. STOP NIGGERS
Someone made a long video private. STOP NIGGERS
Una Problema
It's okay what happened, but I don't like the message I got from other than Ellen DeGeneres, in a certain way. It seems like this was for her and not Nell. I feel they talked about it. Let's talk about nothing.
Moves Game Piece
It's not that bad, don't worry, it's just the experiment of existing Nell Burton. Let's make sure Ellen doesn't change? She has to. But I sitll think this was a slipped sin because of people having fun taking advantage of Tim Burton with the stupide n word thing. I see Helena Bonham Carter thinks she's shit doing that with Nell. I'm already 26, I don't really give a fuck over things that can't happen that can't be. Ugh, need I go further, what was I gonna say? This is taking time, and no one will listen. I'll just leave this up and see what happens, see if I get help or if I can hide my feelings.
Una Problema
I just thought of something really stupide. You will make fun of me for doing something fun, and I'll keep on doing it. You do that with others in a way thinking of their older moms. No one gives a fuck @ retarded-fun, special Nell, you know when she like acts overly flirty and then does something that seems privileged and really out there, that little ungrown baby, but physically big and not necessarily well-nourished. I guess she gets hungry for fast food. Most people do, and she might be doing what her dad does but dunno if that's the special reason why. I wanted more normal food after a long diet of lots of the more nutritious parts of a meal, with a salad w/no dressing and finishing the whole thing. I hope Nell learns to eat what's good for her and doesn't have too much salad. :,
Una Problema
Why is fuckin' Ellen DeGeneres on Facebook? ANSWER! Hmph. Ooh wow, Nell Burton. No one gives a fuck. What about Lily Rose? Maybe, there are no cool child celebs, neither. No one cares about this family getting any comfort. If she does anything with Nell, I'm going bonkers and getting the people who agree to put forward their suggestions.
Oh, Ellen, going in a trance, "This is what.. This is what Nell gets"
Oh, Ellen, going in a trance, "This is what.. This is what Nell gets"
Una Problema
I didn't know that people had the same forehead built with millions. Are you really unhappy? What can I say? I don't like it. I want someone to talk to me! Maybe, I'll post on the public forums, IMDb. Wanted to wait to clean my room so dunno. It's hard to get a good answer on the boards over there.
I slept on the couch, and all this tremoring is making me squeezed of power.
I know what it is. Nell Burton is so insistent in a relationship that she sorta hits for something big, something she can do. She is a spoiled brat. I have nothing, no approval, no comfort yet, no acknowledgement therefore, and this causes Nell Burton to "look like Ellen DeGeneres" in a sensitive facial structure aspect. That's okay, but I see the dirt, that dirty message. It's the romance of the stupid n word thing. :| I will not be treated like shit for any accidental reason when I used to be creme of the crop, shy and sweet, always nice and good, had been a hard worker in the dumb work I shouldn't n'er had done. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT. Ellen is the bad person. She even acts like it. She seems nice, though. So, she's bad and did this shit. Oh, I didn't say it was physically shit, so go bury your head in your mole hole, mole as in ANIMAL of course. Whoever does this.
I slept on the couch, and all this tremoring is making me squeezed of power.
I know what it is. Nell Burton is so insistent in a relationship that she sorta hits for something big, something she can do. She is a spoiled brat. I have nothing, no approval, no comfort yet, no acknowledgement therefore, and this causes Nell Burton to "look like Ellen DeGeneres" in a sensitive facial structure aspect. That's okay, but I see the dirt, that dirty message. It's the romance of the stupid n word thing. :| I will not be treated like shit for any accidental reason when I used to be creme of the crop, shy and sweet, always nice and good, had been a hard worker in the dumb work I shouldn't n'er had done. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT. Ellen is the bad person. She even acts like it. She seems nice, though. So, she's bad and did this shit. Oh, I didn't say it was physically shit, so go bury your head in your mole hole, mole as in ANIMAL of course. Whoever does this.
Just Woke Up
9 hours of sleep. Went straight for the granola cereal with milk + raisins were in it ... and then went to the bathroom and changed and got the toilet paper. My hair is a mess, using Frizz Ease, again.
My dad was playing guitar. I said Morning, with my ear plugs still on from the bath where I managed to cry. I forget what the main feature was, but I don't think it was @ Ginny..
Now, I'm getting negative messages of things that you don't talk about. I just figured something else.
Also, I was like phew I managed to be more civil, yesterday. I'll probably live crying myself to sleep .. NIGGER lol I don't get jealous so much as I get analyzational. I analyze the holistic part of the situation. You know what I thought of? There are girls who are part of Ellen DeGeneres's show, and .. what forget .. and I thought of Nell Burton getting excited just to be #1, has no like stance as to why she gets attention and steals it from anyone, shouldn't be an adult at age 5 or 6.. Who cares? I thought she was nice. It's mostly you guys who favor her. Makes me want to go violent.. I don't like being considered a nigger, at all, not even just the "dubbed" nigger. Nell Burton is nothing. You have other people in the world.
I also know if Ellen DeGeneres were to look at my table, she'd start feeling horny, if ya know what I mean.
I got so much cleaning done, seems like my room will soon be clean. Can't believe I have these extra books.
I realize I went manic over Ginny getting me in the hospital. I didn't do shit. I told those niggers what I did, I didn't do nothin. The teacher NEVER TOLD ME DO YA HEAR YOU PIECES OF GODDAMN SHIT
My dad was playing guitar. I said Morning, with my ear plugs still on from the bath where I managed to cry. I forget what the main feature was, but I don't think it was @ Ginny..
Now, I'm getting negative messages of things that you don't talk about. I just figured something else.
Also, I was like phew I managed to be more civil, yesterday. I'll probably live crying myself to sleep .. NIGGER lol I don't get jealous so much as I get analyzational. I analyze the holistic part of the situation. You know what I thought of? There are girls who are part of Ellen DeGeneres's show, and .. what forget .. and I thought of Nell Burton getting excited just to be #1, has no like stance as to why she gets attention and steals it from anyone, shouldn't be an adult at age 5 or 6.. Who cares? I thought she was nice. It's mostly you guys who favor her. Makes me want to go violent.. I don't like being considered a nigger, at all, not even just the "dubbed" nigger. Nell Burton is nothing. You have other people in the world.
I also know if Ellen DeGeneres were to look at my table, she'd start feeling horny, if ya know what I mean.
I got so much cleaning done, seems like my room will soon be clean. Can't believe I have these extra books.
I realize I went manic over Ginny getting me in the hospital. I didn't do shit. I told those niggers what I did, I didn't do nothin. The teacher NEVER TOLD ME DO YA HEAR YOU PIECES OF GODDAMN SHIT
Ah hh h h
I just got out of the tub and had managed to stimulate myself, but I realized my butt sticks out permanently, as well. I'm just sitting here in adult diapers and my glasses.
Oh, forgot something, this time I sobbed 1st in the tub, not many tears but yes. What do you think were the thoughts that I thought. I guess the 2nd was something @ how everyone thinks everything in the world is ungratefully to me, all the problems.
Oh, forgot something, this time I sobbed 1st in the tub, not many tears but yes. What do you think were the thoughts that I thought. I guess the 2nd was something @ how everyone thinks everything in the world is ungratefully to me, all the problems.
Una Problema
Let Ellen read our comments, follow those she likes more, but I willn't have anything to do with the sinful thoughts of being like Helena Bonham Carter over me. I don't know what the hell this shit is..
O - MY - GOD
Do you know how big and resembled the crust of their foreheads are, like under the eyebrows though? Also, Helena would just sorta blow off commenting.
Una Problema
Ellen you shit all the time about the n word thing to me. So much for Ellen DeGeneres. WHAT SHIT. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK OVER YOU GUYS'S ISSUES WITH PEOPLES.
Una Problema
What about the way my arm was sliced into like the top of my stomach? What's going on? Why do you people so gayly push a button and go so far as to control something of this nature?
um
Ellen, what's gotten into you?
DON'T ACT LIKE I'M STUPIDE
Why you can look like Nell and not me. Just t**** the beast a***. We don't like it! It's wrong! It's a worthless, dirty, selfish thing for anyone to do! EXPLAIN or it's just stupid I guess. Look, I respect any living soul, but this 1 does not deserve to be buttered up over the rest of the world doing stuff.
DON'T ACT LIKE I'M STUPIDE
Why you can look like Nell and not me. Just t**** the beast a***. We don't like it! It's wrong! It's a worthless, dirty, selfish thing for anyone to do! EXPLAIN or it's just stupid I guess. Look, I respect any living soul, but this 1 does not deserve to be buttered up over the rest of the world doing stuff.
What It Was
I just realized the affection and N word dumping me. Other things too of course, like the way she's used as a tool with her Jew blood, even. Why does she have hands like her mom? Ellen, I don't give a fuck @ some nigger's daughter.
drumroll paleaze
So, tell Nell she is not special. 3|
Also, how does she relate to Ellen with a mom raising her from Europe and her father already being from the same class?
Also, how does she relate to Ellen with a mom raising her from Europe and her father already being from the same class?
Una Problema
I guess Nell isn't even a person. She thinks she's her famous dad everyone loves so much.
So
Ellen, I realize you pay a lot of attention, but I mean why does she look exactly like you and like fervent over someone like you? It's not like the whole world is the same. :|
I am good and you all jump in me and say I have bad thoughts from the past but don't do that to anyone else. You hurt my feelings and I have to go cry-m********* @ it.
I am good and you all jump in me and say I have bad thoughts from the past but don't do that to anyone else. You hurt my feelings and I have to go cry-m********* @ it.
"Y.."
Why should I want Nell Burton and Lily Rose to be comfortable?
Ellen, I can't trust you. I saw that you didn't really look like Lily Rose and she felt punished. Nell is also bad. Answer. I dunno. Or I say it's stupid.
Helena Bonham Carter acted yes she wants her daughter to have what we didn't achieve, yet. WE AND I ARE STILL GODDAMN'N ACHIEVEN IT
Ellen, you care, but you still didit.
Ellen, I can't trust you. I saw that you didn't really look like Lily Rose and she felt punished. Nell is also bad. Answer. I dunno. Or I say it's stupid.
Helena Bonham Carter acted yes she wants her daughter to have what we didn't achieve, yet. WE AND I ARE STILL GODDAMN'N ACHIEVEN IT
Ellen, you care, but you still didit.
Can I cool down?
Ellen DeGeneres, I am mad or sad that you look like Nell Burton racially. What can I do? Can you like make it so it never happened because it's the opposite of important.
Una Problema
Helena said she wants Nell to be what we missed, but I'm still alive. Talk about carried away with Tim Burton..
Una Problema
That teacher made me feel like a perv. That's why I am not going in the summer. Don't want to. No Ellen. Need a break. I felt like bullied @ bringing a large suitcase to take a shower there..
Get the message, chum.
Oh, Ginny, want to lock me up? Tell me here what makes you mad, talk to me, and I probably will stop then since I know you're looking. I'm not talking to you. This is for people to help me.
Guess what else.
Ginny just thought I was a nigger, then I saw the sign. I was right.
She just wants to take away rights. She doesn't talk. Thta is pretty worthless. You wanna go to Lakeside..? Lost in space? Can't think? Hmph, maybe I should be mad at the disciplinarian and counselor. Ya'll keep getting mad at me for the nigger "baby" Jew I don't give a single FUCk over, you dummy, I'm a real person still. People don't talk about that kind of stuff.
She just wants to take away rights. She doesn't talk. Thta is pretty worthless. You wanna go to Lakeside..? Lost in space? Can't think? Hmph, maybe I should be mad at the disciplinarian and counselor. Ya'll keep getting mad at me for the nigger "baby" Jew I don't give a single FUCk over, you dummy, I'm a real person still. People don't talk about that kind of stuff.
Una Problema
Hey, stop testing me, and judging me. Did you say Johnny Depp? Stop going like an animal! You have to think, dodo. You're not cool.
Una Problema
Hey, Ginny, I see you think I did something wrong, on purpose. Yes, I want to feel good, yes I did shit. JUST FUCKIN TELL ME YOU CRIMINAL. Why do you only listen to curse words, people, I called her a criminal..
Problema
NIGGERS
You hurt me for not being white, technically, you found out when you so earnestly "peeled the covers" from what I did to see what I was still.
You hurt me for not being white, technically, you found out when you so earnestly "peeled the covers" from what I did to see what I was still.
Una Problema
Ginny, anybody, why am I hurt by the world? I'm pretty messed up. I don't need no fucking counseling. You just tell me what I want. Well, I won't let you teach no more because I went to the hospital and whatever else..
Una Problema
Why's Ginny so unaccepting of me? Stop getting mad at me for who I am! I'm not a bad person. The kids in your class deserve to be harrassed. You don't give a shit about me. Why should I give any shit for you! UGH I WENT TO THE MENTAL HOSPITAL BECAUSE YOU'RE STUPID. CALIFORNIA IS SHIT..I DON'T GIVE A FUCK @ YOU. YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS @ YOU. DUMMY.
This is not an e-mail to you, I'm looking for help in the world. Let me add that to my list of rules. I don't mean poo, I mean shit as in junk, messed up.
This is not an e-mail to you, I'm looking for help in the world. Let me add that to my list of rules. I don't mean poo, I mean shit as in junk, messed up.
Una Problema
I guess my brother's more violent since my aunt's visit. Come on, I know he's a person. No need to spit back. I'll say what I want on my journal to the world.
Una Problema
I will do whatever I want, Ginny. I didn't do shit. Your class is shit because of the pupils, mean to me, see those girls staring at me? They're always reacting to me! I wanna go back and not be harrassed. I took a break for now. I need to find other better teachers, too.
Those Girls) ) )
They never wanted to talk to me. They made fun of me and said I wasn't really that young. They were older. Little sister|s. Just tagging along doing the same thing, probably like 3 or 4 and I was 6 or more likely 5?
What If Felt Like to Be Young
Growing up, people, girls, would get mad at one another and then they'd like just be friends, I thinks. Something that felt like that. You know, like Pre-K age. I actually did know girls that didn't go to school with me but not many. I mean I had the experience in a way of knowing @ that kind of thing you may have imagined or gone through in some other way, yourself. Like, I think they were getting mad and then were happy to be popular, maybe before ballet. I just faintly remember the background of them, like, and it seems like modern life. I have no clue, but their moms must be tanned, vest-wearing, bleached honey-blondes..maybe born like 1955.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Ir. I. Ir.
Before, when I got skinny, in Slidell, I would look more alive. More sleep was what I needed.. My body was purified. I had a smoothie every day, like Ellen DeGeneres does every morning, so good! =}
AHM DADE xp
AHM DADE xp
The Trick
WTF do you mean tricking me into calling her a nigger just to make her not fear the word and then I go to the mental hospital 3 times and lose my own female thing, unsure if it is true, 2 brain scans. No relations, my life meaningless in the whole world. }8
I'm serious, there is nothing left in my life but that I learned to be more reserved, even still.
It's hard to put into words just how different life is and how much hatred I must spew. I came home all happy from college, such a thick female thing, such a good thing, didn't feel much pain though, just at home resting. I was thinking of not going to college to post online @ "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory." I didn't see ads for "Pirates of the Caribbean" so was out of the loop, 2003, graduated 2004.
I lost my health forever by being placed in a sorta experimental life with people making noises and doing things on my computer, like how things load, I was on a strict, hard diet and had to consume a lot of health food.. They used to have special "health food" so advertised, little meals for people thinking they'll lose weight just changing to do that. Doing 1 thing can make you fat but not like say singing hopefully, dunno, like Ellen DeGeneres.
I feel like someone crept behind like to *i** me.
Now, I cannot get back my health. The experiment put me off-guard, my strict diet. I suffered so much not wanting to do lectures nor reading. I was always the shy, sweet 1 when I was a young kid, like 9, 10, 11. Then, I got a bit ugly.
There's more, I'm sure. xp
Now, I eat whatever I want but not like badly too too much. I'm staying off chicken and rice some..the healthiest thing we ate. Dunno, for sure.. People need to take me as I come, all grown up. I feel like I need more food. Like, you have an infant, they eat and they move. I want to know more about this. I wanted to live on baby food at 19.
What else? 8>--O
I'm serious, there is nothing left in my life but that I learned to be more reserved, even still.
It's hard to put into words just how different life is and how much hatred I must spew. I came home all happy from college, such a thick female thing, such a good thing, didn't feel much pain though, just at home resting. I was thinking of not going to college to post online @ "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory." I didn't see ads for "Pirates of the Caribbean" so was out of the loop, 2003, graduated 2004.
I lost my health forever by being placed in a sorta experimental life with people making noises and doing things on my computer, like how things load, I was on a strict, hard diet and had to consume a lot of health food.. They used to have special "health food" so advertised, little meals for people thinking they'll lose weight just changing to do that. Doing 1 thing can make you fat but not like say singing hopefully, dunno, like Ellen DeGeneres.
I feel like someone crept behind like to *i** me.
Now, I cannot get back my health. The experiment put me off-guard, my strict diet. I suffered so much not wanting to do lectures nor reading. I was always the shy, sweet 1 when I was a young kid, like 9, 10, 11. Then, I got a bit ugly.
There's more, I'm sure. xp
Now, I eat whatever I want but not like badly too too much. I'm staying off chicken and rice some..the healthiest thing we ate. Dunno, for sure.. People need to take me as I come, all grown up. I feel like I need more food. Like, you have an infant, they eat and they move. I want to know more about this. I wanted to live on baby food at 19.
What else? 8>--O
Una Problema
LOOK, NIGGA *smokes*
I just did something and the thought left.
Ah, yes, I was always reserved but commentary @ Nell Burton, saying nice, slightly interesting things. I like other people saying shit. I can talk @ shit, too. I mean, no one likes that brat. THAT BRAT. Helena presenting her to the world. See, people in Europe aren't perfect. I'm not who she thinks or seems to think.
I did say that because it was people trying to make me feel better. Tim Burton doesn't seem to give us as much attention is why I seem to hate Nell. Chloe Grace Moretz was a bit snotty but overall nice to me. It looks like she thinks she sneered @ Johnny Depp for me.
It's hard to trust anyone, all gaping over Nell, all gaping over Nell, well GAPE OVA HER.
I just did something and the thought left.
Ah, yes, I was always reserved but commentary @ Nell Burton, saying nice, slightly interesting things. I like other people saying shit. I can talk @ shit, too. I mean, no one likes that brat. THAT BRAT. Helena presenting her to the world. See, people in Europe aren't perfect. I'm not who she thinks or seems to think.
I did say that because it was people trying to make me feel better. Tim Burton doesn't seem to give us as much attention is why I seem to hate Nell. Chloe Grace Moretz was a bit snotty but overall nice to me. It looks like she thinks she sneered @ Johnny Depp for me.
It's hard to trust anyone, all gaping over Nell, all gaping over Nell, well GAPE OVA HER.
Una Problema
Wasn't I supposed to have the boy, not Nell gets the right father? WHAT ABOUT ME YOU TRICKING NIGGERS!!!!
And stop asking me if I need someone.. bc I'll just say no.
Hm, though, you'll notice I talk. Just checkin-
And stop asking me if I need someone.. bc I'll just say no.
Hm, though, you'll notice I talk. Just checkin-
Why I Said I Just Said All That
Because I was just at the mall- and you see
Took a jog before Ellen today.
Took a jog before Ellen today.
You know.
You know, I'm 1 of those people who always wants to feel in tune with what's in behaviorwise. I am always on my toes and get tired. What was the point in this, anyway! So, the world has it's smorgasbord in m*********** and gets mad at me. I thought everyone would like me.
GET OUTTA MY LIFE DORKS. I'm not going on trial for something worthless. Let's read inta your bulll.
Oh, and just how much bulll do I take?
GET OUTTA MY LIFE DORKS. I'm not going on trial for something worthless. Let's read inta your bulll.
Oh, and just how much bulll do I take?
Good Fortune..
Tim Burton won't happily accept his existence and respect my dad, simply, no question . 3|
Una Problema
Oh, wow, so just Late Boom has these ***in, m********in feelings of "not taking care of kids." Oh, wow, I'm not a bad person, neither, why should I give a fuck over this travesty? Stop making me feel m*******.
My mom is simply being shitty and I feel mad. I'll feel sorry I speculated on this. My mom is shit. Stop changing. I'm the 1 on top. I just say shit, I don't mean she's pooh!
Do you want me to **r* my dad?
My mom is simply being shitty and I feel mad. I'll feel sorry I speculated on this. My mom is shit. Stop changing. I'm the 1 on top. I just say shit, I don't mean she's pooh!
Do you want me to **r* my dad?
Wow, Orlando.
Wow, you idiots of Orlando, you sure can't hold in your shittin' leaks of idiocy.
'An I can't take'm neither. :|
'An I can't take'm neither. :|
I forgot
My brother didn't do gymnastics. He was hyper like me and thought I was white because I was a girl.
So, who is
So, who is like this Nell Burton creature? What do you think of people? They're all good. Don't get jealous of me and *i** me. I should just leave you alone, if that's all you want, really.
Hey, guys, so how's everyone?
Ellen DeGeneres, like Tim Burton, admits in a sorta pleasurable way, like maybe geared toward getting feeling from a little older of a generation that they just have fun and are "bad." However, they "participate" in being totally dorky to good kids like me who have no answer in finding anyone in the world for them to look up to as an attractive and maybe strong adult, just not possible?
See the NIGGERS on the street admit that Tim Burton messed up and life is not good because of his daughter being such a spoiled attention-dividing brat. It seems people don't want anyone to touch their world-famed in some capacity family members.
See the NIGGERS on the street admit that Tim Burton messed up and life is not good because of his daughter being such a spoiled attention-dividing brat. It seems people don't want anyone to touch their world-famed in some capacity family members.
Making the Cut
People early on here thought they needed to make the cut. Mad at immigrant as well as the children of Floridians.
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His Real Kids
I thought of 2 internet babies, boy with squinting eyes and girl like a tube with pinkish hairs, Tim Burton's real kids.
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Outta Curiosity
Just outta curiosity, guys, do you thin a 1 Miss Nell Burton is comfortable? Ya.
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Una Problema
Why didn't Ginny tell me @ what I did instead of getting me expelled maybe for awhile? How can they change their mind? They are shit
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Culture?
Why is Nell so revolutionary. She is lazy culturally. Most people would vote yay, not nay.
Helena made her a toy for others than myself to jerk off to, sorry to relay.
Why's this shit happening? I thought I blew -out- the fire. Helena thinks I'm bad and worthless. So what? It's other people who ruin it for me using them as an example.
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Helena made her a toy for others than myself to jerk off to, sorry to relay.
Why's this shit happening? I thought I blew -out- the fire. Helena thinks I'm bad and worthless. So what? It's other people who ruin it for me using them as an example.
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Needy Needy
*So, you need clothes for the fat people*
I financially am sewing my own dresses.
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I financially am sewing my own dresses.
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Una Problema
I don't have to wait for people to listen to take care of myself. They are wrong.
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Um
Why are people mad @ me following Ellen DeGeneres?
Also, watcha thing @ Nell Burton..Ellen's hands are like her mom's who is nearly 1/2 Jewish.
I got a hint she's in "Fast and Furious" for Nell. Why does she need to in public feel that? I don't like just anyone that I'd .. Well, you use her for bad things but not saying so. Why is Nell so controversial? Ever since the N word thing, things haven't been fair. I just wanna talk @ it, younger people being favored and wasting my life. It's not @ Ellen but Nell. They keep boring in with people. I guess if something bad happens you're happy. Also, correct me if I'm wrong, but I was the fan.
My dad just swirved up and made it sound like he'd beat me. Stop making me mad. He looked at my poor face. I was the 1 who was nice but had fun with others online. So, why waste the point in life? She's the brat, not me. I am nice. You all just bring shit into my world. She is just a nice girl, why not forget @ her? You "want" Tim Burton's daughter? I'm not a nigger. Yes, I just said what I wanted, could say something else. Why is Nell and her mom in a way so good all of a sudden? What about my feelings. Guess that's not your type. I mean the type that is considered to have the trait of feeling.. I am not bothered, but this seems rather popular. I just don't find it pleasurable, the way people must have reacted. I don't want Nell and her mom to try to beat me, in such an exclusive way. What's the idea @ this being funny? What use is wasting life on anger like that?
Okay.
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Also, watcha thing @ Nell Burton..Ellen's hands are like her mom's who is nearly 1/2 Jewish.
I got a hint she's in "Fast and Furious" for Nell. Why does she need to in public feel that? I don't like just anyone that I'd .. Well, you use her for bad things but not saying so. Why is Nell so controversial? Ever since the N word thing, things haven't been fair. I just wanna talk @ it, younger people being favored and wasting my life. It's not @ Ellen but Nell. They keep boring in with people. I guess if something bad happens you're happy. Also, correct me if I'm wrong, but I was the fan.
My dad just swirved up and made it sound like he'd beat me. Stop making me mad. He looked at my poor face. I was the 1 who was nice but had fun with others online. So, why waste the point in life? She's the brat, not me. I am nice. You all just bring shit into my world. She is just a nice girl, why not forget @ her? You "want" Tim Burton's daughter? I'm not a nigger. Yes, I just said what I wanted, could say something else. Why is Nell and her mom in a way so good all of a sudden? What about my feelings. Guess that's not your type. I mean the type that is considered to have the trait of feeling.. I am not bothered, but this seems rather popular. I just don't find it pleasurable, the way people must have reacted. I don't want Nell and her mom to try to beat me, in such an exclusive way. What's the idea @ this being funny? What use is wasting life on anger like that?
Okay.
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WAH!
I'm sorry, my respect to Ellen DeGeneres. I have a mental problem (isn't helped) and I guess I should not be so uptight.. I really got mad walking, put the bull away that I was mad at anyone in particular. I do forget what's around me because my parents are so GODDAMN SUGGESTIVE ALL THE TIME
No excuse, but I was mad @ people and that it happened, assumed not necessarily influenced by anyone in particular.
Not sure what to do..I eat different ways..gotta get ready soon.. I just feel bad I come out so nasty. I went through what I wrote and see it was pretty good compared to what happened .. why is that funny to you? It's not. I just went out to walk and sing and was mad and ran across some racists, later, though.. Maybe, clearning my room will help me.
Okay, bye. Gosh darnet, who reads this muss?
Oh, I didn't think of nothin' myself, I just got upset and sang louder that no one would do this to me, really, not attacking. My voice is fine! 3I
No excuse, but I was mad @ people and that it happened, assumed not necessarily influenced by anyone in particular.
Not sure what to do..I eat different ways..gotta get ready soon.. I just feel bad I come out so nasty. I went through what I wrote and see it was pretty good compared to what happened .. why is that funny to you? It's not. I just went out to walk and sing and was mad and ran across some racists, later, though.. Maybe, clearning my room will help me.
Okay, bye. Gosh darnet, who reads this muss?
Oh, I didn't think of nothin' myself, I just got upset and sang louder that no one would do this to me, really, not attacking. My voice is fine! 3I
Um.
If you wanna be like me and talk to Ellen DeGeneres you should, imagine a sweet, innocent girl only like 20 or even as young as 12. That would not bother me, in the least. It would be fun. I mean, I just try to be good online and wish for like to meet her because it would be fun and you can always talk online @ her. I wonder though how much someone likes her, like it seems like something in the past.
Oh
You think "I'm Chinese." NO. What is Chinese? I'm the kind that looks European now but maybe not the ancestors.
Una Problema
So, I thought I'd just get mad at everyone. I don't know who did it. A kid seems guilty, gets sneered @.
Una Problema
Every little noise that sounds insulting makes me jittery. I have to go out on weekends so I can be around real people. There's weird noises in the garage. I don't know if someone must be programming them..
Una Problema
You can be who you want, but I can talk about it. I am not just talking to any certain people. This is a blog, important like photos.
Problemas
Look, I want to talk to people and think @ them, but I keep getting mad from the n word thing, and it worries me. Maybe, they know I'm hurt, too, from Ellen DeGeneres. It felt like she cut the outside of my arm out. I am worried it might catch on. Ellen DeGeneres likes to joke and make you uncomfortable..UNcomfortable... Why would you sit there and shit @ that I always use 2 periods and that no one should give me attention when I just enjoy it when I get it and don't ask for it nor do I seem to be able to force anyone to give it to me, for they can ask to have it stop.
Evidence
She did hurt me yesterday. I have to keep worrying @ my arm. Maybe, she knew I'd be mad about my videos missing if she reported them. I just posted a picture of us together, too, wonder if she wants to report that someday. She just keeps being weird. This implies she pays attention to me and not you, which you never seemed to ask for it but got it from everybody else. What am I supposed to do? All day, I feel mad. Every day. It's because I like her. People from Metarie are stuck up, but they'd be nice to me alone. Just a guess, in a way.
Remember
I don't attack anyone, need to plaque it up. I don't make fun of the innocence of who someone is. I just fight back if I'm hurt and need help or an explanation. See? You think I'm just attached to the N word event.
Also, people look at Ellen DeGeneres with her mug and don't want to interrupt but it happens and she thinks what have I done? She's said sorry, before. People want me mad because maybe she likes me. Oh, then, she's happy and is like oh no I didn't do that.. *sip* Don't mean to be rude, didn't say nothin'. You are just hypersensitive and limited in speech.
I'm mad at this shit I swear it's because of the N word thing.
Also, people look at Ellen DeGeneres with her mug and don't want to interrupt but it happens and she thinks what have I done? She's said sorry, before. People want me mad because maybe she likes me. Oh, then, she's happy and is like oh no I didn't do that.. *sip* Don't mean to be rude, didn't say nothin'. You are just hypersensitive and limited in speech.
I'm mad at this shit I swear it's because of the N word thing.
Una Problema
You need to stop getting mad at me for, what, being excited about something.. When I am excited @ what I did I get bullcrap that I'm nothing but shit and am a nigger..
Also
You didn't do anything for me by being older, though I like that fact in things as these..like if you think someone is older then they're older like whatever it is I seem to be thinking..like looking up to older people and also admiring younger ones in comparison to yourself.
Una Problema
Ellen DeGeneres must think I'm nothing, sometimes. It's an okay passing thought for dumb Americans. Not that I'd hope for you to be a dumb American. Hey, look at what shit does to me. Why are my VIDEOS GONE, YOU NIGGERS!
Oh yes, I don't give a care about baby logic that maybe I'm stealing by posting myself with media on in the background to a fuzzy channel like YouTube that doesn't work like an MP3 player. You let people get away with approving of this shit and no one really cares. Why not? You don't do it. That's not what other people do. So, I know you do things, like you'd think, that aren't right. This is different. My life is sorta determined by knowing what's allowed and what's not. That's a real flub, I believe it is allowed, no sign on the door! Why are there signs on doors? I cannot go to the bathroom but once a day? What? It's IMPORTANT. I've lived this life of needing this.
Isn't it selfish, though, you think, not talking directly, to like, whatever.. Not that it's wrong, but I wanna talk about it. Who wouldn't? You don't like it, but I do. You won't convince me with some gurgling noise ejecting from some premises of my garage-room.
Oh yes, I don't give a care about baby logic that maybe I'm stealing by posting myself with media on in the background to a fuzzy channel like YouTube that doesn't work like an MP3 player. You let people get away with approving of this shit and no one really cares. Why not? You don't do it. That's not what other people do. So, I know you do things, like you'd think, that aren't right. This is different. My life is sorta determined by knowing what's allowed and what's not. That's a real flub, I believe it is allowed, no sign on the door! Why are there signs on doors? I cannot go to the bathroom but once a day? What? It's IMPORTANT. I've lived this life of needing this.
Isn't it selfish, though, you think, not talking directly, to like, whatever.. Not that it's wrong, but I wanna talk about it. Who wouldn't? You don't like it, but I do. You won't convince me with some gurgling noise ejecting from some premises of my garage-room.
And Another Thing..
Also, you're (people) are not polite to me for my kind of life and don't respect my reserved opinions I used to fight for for fairness in the world and that people can be who they want and not be exactly the same.
Back
If you touch me in punishment, I can tell you I'm not a nigger and you're shit.
Lots of problems, actually people impersonating that they got a message from Ellen DeGeneres, like I notice a black van go by and 2 red cars.
I have some disappeared videos of me that looked good, and now they're gone. I suspect Ellen DeGeneres talked to someone about it. I record myself watching her show, and I mean you can't just shit at me for it. I'll never know if we're supposed to. I don't know @ asking for copyright because they'll act like they don't care.. You do have to advertise what you can and cannot do that isn't perfectly clear, so you just get shit, shit. Don't mean to call any 1 person that, too bad if someone would do that.
I was walking singing again for like an hour, probably 40 minutes at my pace, normally 45. I got mad at what I saw and sang loudly sending out my message of hate, and I even felt I was throwing off if Ellen DeGeneres really is sneaking around me, insulting me for shit .. just sorta like it's a trap. I know she's picky, but I mean I'm uncomfortable anyway.
I'm just worried @ if when I feel like I'm hurting someone, they'll just "do it." Ellen DeGeneres and Helena Bonham Carter with Nell are annoying, Ellen if she does, because they think because of the stupid n word thing with Nell that they are teaching us to be strong by being weak. I don't mind and think it's can be healthy.
She's just antsy over nothing. She'll flip the idea and say oh well other people will do something to you. Oh, but it doesn't matter if it's okay.
Not to be rude, but I also had lunch with my dad, then I went out for my walk in running sneakers, from Wal-Mart, just cheap 1s for girls.
Lots of problems, actually people impersonating that they got a message from Ellen DeGeneres, like I notice a black van go by and 2 red cars.
I have some disappeared videos of me that looked good, and now they're gone. I suspect Ellen DeGeneres talked to someone about it. I record myself watching her show, and I mean you can't just shit at me for it. I'll never know if we're supposed to. I don't know @ asking for copyright because they'll act like they don't care.. You do have to advertise what you can and cannot do that isn't perfectly clear, so you just get shit, shit. Don't mean to call any 1 person that, too bad if someone would do that.
I was walking singing again for like an hour, probably 40 minutes at my pace, normally 45. I got mad at what I saw and sang loudly sending out my message of hate, and I even felt I was throwing off if Ellen DeGeneres really is sneaking around me, insulting me for shit .. just sorta like it's a trap. I know she's picky, but I mean I'm uncomfortable anyway.
I'm just worried @ if when I feel like I'm hurting someone, they'll just "do it." Ellen DeGeneres and Helena Bonham Carter with Nell are annoying, Ellen if she does, because they think because of the stupid n word thing with Nell that they are teaching us to be strong by being weak. I don't mind and think it's can be healthy.
She's just antsy over nothing. She'll flip the idea and say oh well other people will do something to you. Oh, but it doesn't matter if it's okay.
Not to be rude, but I also had lunch with my dad, then I went out for my walk in running sneakers, from Wal-Mart, just cheap 1s for girls.
Una Problema
You're the mean, stuck up, nigger 1 making fun of me in my room, I am not a NIGGER YOU PIECE OF SHIT.
I SAID SHUT UP
I SAID SHUT UP
Una Problema
I do not mind Ellen DeGeneres having fun, but I will not allow her to be actually m*******, you. Ya'll are nothin', see? It's all @ that 1 Nell Burton.
Una Problema
See, you're just a sissy, won't stop for nothin'. I wasn't even trying to think @ you.. LEAVE ME ALONE I felt a pain in my sides, like white gooey sticky puss, like in front. OMG you cannot do that. Let's see if you want a taste of your own medicine, now. JUST SHUT UP YOU DODO whatever you are whoever the lot you are
Una Problema
Just like my cousin, you do something, and when I want to get to it, you act like it was something else innocent.
Una Problema
Hey, stop picking on me. I will not f*ck like a 1950 person in a bad mood. I just got a late text from my dad saying, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY." You know, police use all caps.. I had texted him yesterday @ my mom, like I said here, and he texted back. I was gonna text again but was busy. I don't wanna look for this sh*t.
wut. 8|
But I'm enjoying myself and being nice to nice people. You cannot, absolutely, cannot discriminate against my dad, except when he's a little nasty and course. What will we do when we die? Imagine someone dying too young not having fully lived "life." That's the kind of thing I like from my dad!
What should I say for you? I have no love in my life.. I'm stuck with a room messed up and I don't know if I can make it right. I can, but how long will it be? I do literally have love in my life, but in a way I am always darted from. My mom sometimes is motherly. I looked or felt shorter today than her. I am not sure why I needed to bring up that fact. I know people take from my life and say they need more attention and say it's from race. Um, I don't mean it in a flippant way, just melancholy and sorrow. I really don't get it. I can't provide for people racially, but I am very concerned about things being fair. 3I
What should I say for you? I have no love in my life.. I'm stuck with a room messed up and I don't know if I can make it right. I can, but how long will it be? I do literally have love in my life, but in a way I am always darted from. My mom sometimes is motherly. I looked or felt shorter today than her. I am not sure why I needed to bring up that fact. I know people take from my life and say they need more attention and say it's from race. Um, I don't mean it in a flippant way, just melancholy and sorrow. I really don't get it. I can't provide for people racially, but I am very concerned about things being fair. 3I
Una Problema
People are so mean to me. Like oh I am from this romantic place in the South for white people. I would know that being from there, myself. They do things and think they're kidding but not. I'm not gonna be a stark, overly-stressed individual for anyone. I am from the South and my race gets in the way. Look for someone from Europe if you wanna see the past recreated.. aha ha ha, I mean if that's what it is to you all.
Una Problema
It's hard for me to be sorry for you if .. if .. if .. I'm so fat and hungry and uncomfortable. It won't tick.
What I'm up To
So, plan is now to clean my room. I'm too tired for floor workouts. The walking is draining fat.
Who I Am, Already
Look, it's already a rule that I'm from the South but funny my mom isn't from non-South U.S. It's just what I am. I have happy relatives with moms from Pennsylvania, and we get along in things. I'm being beat around by Chloe Grace Moretz and Maggie Elizabeth Jones and maybe the Fannings, all girls with fair hair from Georgia, where there's huge mountains with snow and the real woods. No woods in Louisiana and no mountains.
(I'm unsure, exactly, no proof.. /: I coulda sworn when I was in New Orleans, I mean..xp)
(I'm unsure, exactly, no proof.. /: I coulda sworn when I was in New Orleans, I mean..xp)
WWYD
I feel I'm being made fun of. If you meet someone racist, what would you do? I'd leave the room.
I don't think these stuck up Southerners give a care @ me. They do, but I'm left feeling nothing and probably m*********** or c***** from having good ole Pennsylvania blood.
You can't keep doing this because of the n word incidence. You find out something with me that's good and then all of a sudden you've landed somewhere else, on a spot that's featured elsewhere. I don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings in how I write. I don't have problems with my older relatives.
I don't think these stuck up Southerners give a care @ me. They do, but I'm left feeling nothing and probably m*********** or c***** from having good ole Pennsylvania blood.
You can't keep doing this because of the n word incidence. You find out something with me that's good and then all of a sudden you've landed somewhere else, on a spot that's featured elsewhere. I don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings in how I write. I don't have problems with my older relatives.
Una Problema
I wonder what the point is, this time, cuz I don't feel good. You expected Ginny to hate me. She wouldn't come up to me and tell me not to use the bathroom. I take voice lessons from her now and don't go. You know, her mom is Californian. What about me? How am I not that interesting? I didn't do anything to deserve to be humiliated. Why's she teach? I don't have anyone, and she seemed to like me. I can take her class at another community college. The kids in the class aren't that interesting in an attractive way. I do agree, thinking @ it, if I don't get let back into the class what it'd be like. I'm waiting for a note. I'll have to see someone @ Lakeside. What's wrong with chosing classes from a teacher you like?
Una Problema
I was just sitting in my room, all lonely, and then I heard some random, unknown clicks.
Also, sometimes I feel bad and think silly things. Why hurt me for discomforts that came to me that should have come to someone else?
My arm hurts from "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I don't wanna feel stress. No one treats me normally. I just am open and not a robot.
Why was Ellen so mad today? That guy came on the show, and he seemed okay but I didn't like the way he made me feel. Everyone wants to think I'm Asian.
Also, -what about- my dad? If something makes you uncomfortable, you step away. I care about him, but I'm not emotionally close. He's not like that. He used to hug me when he got home, but he stopped maybe. I got fat. My mom stopped kissing me earlier. I liked the kiss better than the hug. It's too bad @ my brat brother. He's the total opposite, very awkward yet conforming.. He just never will listen to me, at all. He started going to Mom, .. xp at a young age instead of me but also to dad. He wanted to be raised like them like me. I also had some polishing from my grandma, quite enough perhaps. She moved down here awhile. She put it together for me.
What do I do that's so bad? You can't tell me to be submissive and reclused from communicating forwardly. I do whatever I want. I am 26, and no one else cares. Everyone is dangerous. They might think I deserve to be incapacitated. Those people kept telling me stuff that anyone knows doesn't matter and kicked me out. I never did anything to anyone. They were all mean to me!
Also, sometimes I feel bad and think silly things. Why hurt me for discomforts that came to me that should have come to someone else?
My arm hurts from "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I don't wanna feel stress. No one treats me normally. I just am open and not a robot.
Why was Ellen so mad today? That guy came on the show, and he seemed okay but I didn't like the way he made me feel. Everyone wants to think I'm Asian.
Also, -what about- my dad? If something makes you uncomfortable, you step away. I care about him, but I'm not emotionally close. He's not like that. He used to hug me when he got home, but he stopped maybe. I got fat. My mom stopped kissing me earlier. I liked the kiss better than the hug. It's too bad @ my brat brother. He's the total opposite, very awkward yet conforming.. He just never will listen to me, at all. He started going to Mom, .. xp at a young age instead of me but also to dad. He wanted to be raised like them like me. I also had some polishing from my grandma, quite enough perhaps. She moved down here awhile. She put it together for me.
What do I do that's so bad? You can't tell me to be submissive and reclused from communicating forwardly. I do whatever I want. I am 26, and no one else cares. Everyone is dangerous. They might think I deserve to be incapacitated. Those people kept telling me stuff that anyone knows doesn't matter and kicked me out. I never did anything to anyone. They were all mean to me!
Thursday, May 23, 2013
How'd'you feel?
Do you ever stare into space .. when I do, I just feel more blank and fuzzy..like I'm not really using my eyes..
Happi
Yay! I get to watch Ellen ♥
*a ha*
Naw, I am not just a wittoo baby, .. I am a princess - I am an immortal god ;D named Xina
*a ha*
Naw, I am not just a wittoo baby, .. I am a princess - I am an immortal god ;D named Xina
We Will Not
Don't make me feel *** with my dad for some unimportant reason. We will not let you be the kid, in a way, a certain way. I'm mad @ something, and of course do not know..
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Watcha Want
Supposedly, when people know me, they -want- at my dad all of a sudden, for free.
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Hairspray Hairspray ) ) )
I got spray to lighten my hair over a day or few..
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Hee Hee Hee
My parents are more like my brother than me. Too bad. They don't care @ me. I'm big. :(
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Una Problema
He bumped up my meds when I was asking for water. Didn't say anything @ what .. Stop being mean to me bc of liking famous people all of a sudden. Who is nice diligent Ms Christina? You made a nightmare no? Hmph, what @ what you do to the unfortunates? Who's left in the cold!
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Una Problema
It actually hurts me in any way if someone likes someone such as Nell Burton over me.
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Una Problema
My parents don't have feelings, so what can I feel for? You can't all be mean and me not back.
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Una Problema Mucha Grande!
A psychiatrist would diagnose anyone. This is not aa behavioral junction.
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Una Problema
I don't give a s*** @ kids my age's inklings for annoying drama.
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Una Problema
My mom is annoying. I can't get over it. She is being suggestive. I don't have friends.
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Una Problema
Stop telling me I have an attitude and taking pleasure to make fun of me. It's up to you to understand the world.
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Una Problema
My mom was hurting me, and I felt bad @ some others. My part Italian therapist and an Asian.
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Una Problema
Well, I wondered @ something. Why do people keep bullshitting @ me?
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Una Problema
So, why do you vie for bad kids? What else.. I mean, I feel all shook up. I do not do the things I heard people did. I just do what I'm supposed to and get slammed for thinking I'm a good person, like I have all these positive dispositions. So, what, sit here and I guess rant @ my endless problems, which hopefully will be rectified.
Una Problema
My mom will get in trouble for her random attitude. I am trying to protect myself and am tired with a messy room. Hm, oh, some other kid who's irresponsible or has a neat play room wouldn't get this treatment. My mom would be like cute better than Christina, and "Christina's Mongoloid! ;D"
Una Problema
You wanna leave off obsessed with nothing? I mean, I can't even be a fan of Tim Burton because of his disposition with his precious daughter. Everyone's onto her. Everyone's onto her. Who says you get the last word in? It's probably a lie. I'm not some Baby Boom joke.
YES, I care @ Nell Burton deeply. I just feel everyone's using her to annoy me!! And then I get mad. She is so cute and precious with her lovely mother. Ya'll should just leave her alone. I was always nice to her. I'm upset, though, like everything's about her being better, not exactly, but I just feel she thinks she gets to be racist to people like me like Johnny Depp. I know she's a bit young, too, though, so. It shouldn't be a big deal, but I mean other people who are losers have kids and cling to me annoyingly. I never came on here to hurt anyone! Everyone has bothered me so much with that little girl.. Saying like ooh Christina you suck. I swear I didn't come online like this. Everyone is calling me crap for flunking out.
Oh, you still wanna rub in that I depend on people to give up something with their kids to give me attention? Huh? Huh? What? I'm not mad. I'm not some dweeb who sits at their computer and looks for negative connotations in the truth of the English language-
I mean, what? Look, I ain't got no friends, and my family already disowned me but come back to hurt me, you know in various ways. Nothing like flat out illegal, so don't go calling 911 for they will not help. I dunno, I mean, people always say it's @ their kids and I don't feel I have that problem. I just feel exposed and picked at. Yea, it probably is an issue that someone's kid isn't like their parents. Why do attractive parents have trashy kids? Vice versa, more "Christian" parents, I just realized have attractive, well-liked kids.
YES, I care @ Nell Burton deeply. I just feel everyone's using her to annoy me!! And then I get mad. She is so cute and precious with her lovely mother. Ya'll should just leave her alone. I was always nice to her. I'm upset, though, like everything's about her being better, not exactly, but I just feel she thinks she gets to be racist to people like me like Johnny Depp. I know she's a bit young, too, though, so. It shouldn't be a big deal, but I mean other people who are losers have kids and cling to me annoyingly. I never came on here to hurt anyone! Everyone has bothered me so much with that little girl.. Saying like ooh Christina you suck. I swear I didn't come online like this. Everyone is calling me crap for flunking out.
Oh, you still wanna rub in that I depend on people to give up something with their kids to give me attention? Huh? Huh? What? I'm not mad. I'm not some dweeb who sits at their computer and looks for negative connotations in the truth of the English language-
I mean, what? Look, I ain't got no friends, and my family already disowned me but come back to hurt me, you know in various ways. Nothing like flat out illegal, so don't go calling 911 for they will not help. I dunno, I mean, people always say it's @ their kids and I don't feel I have that problem. I just feel exposed and picked at. Yea, it probably is an issue that someone's kid isn't like their parents. Why do attractive parents have trashy kids? Vice versa, more "Christian" parents, I just realized have attractive, well-liked kids.
AURGH
I got up finally. My mom is being horny. I was upset at her attitude for no important reason, you know dirty room she made. Now, she's acting like some sick thing like she can hurt me becuse of it, a bit. She's chasing after me actively in the attitude she had as I grew up. She's pretending in utter joy to me to display others as hurt. You know, I don't give a fuck @ Nell Burton. People al only think @ her as the 1 to hurt you with. She looks like she thinks she's being nice and is better than everyone and hides it by annoying us..
Una Problema
My videos of me playing piano are deleted. I don't know where I put them, neither. I played the duets well. The song I made up showed piano skills.
Sunblock
I have 110 SPF spray sunblock. I feel more smooth and tan. I even had black on my arm. It's gray spots, the black-seeming stuff under or as my skin.
What I Think
Jennifer Anniston is a sweet girl. She doesn't seem to care about other people who want to have fun, racially. She did seem like she did, but I mean like with people as her peers. I mean, if I met her, I'd just have fun and think she was sweet but realize I was not for her because I'm sorta a normal person dunno..
Guess what?
Guess what we got? So, that bloody Jennifer Anniston whom I actually thought was good yet racist like everyone else to me tried to make her own head collide with Ellen DeGeneres's, but the problem was that she did it on purpose. What else was I gonna say? I dunno, I found her quite violent and schizophrenic. I supposedly have that. She was like mad .. didn't care @ Ellen, actually. I just don't have time for this shit, forgot what I was saying. I mean, she's cool. I like her, but I don't understand like why she likes what she likes.
So..Tell Me Watcha Wan'
Also, if I do something new, maybe I chose to be like a Late Boomer, and you're trying to take that away, the very simple wish. I don't just flat out want what you think of that but maybe.
Una Problema
I don't go coo coo and ka ka over Ellen DeGeneres's bowl of wisdom. Like those Chinesey tweens.
The Reason
The only reason I am mean to anyone is because of my race, being considered ugly Mongolian. I just said I only chose to act and be European. No one believes that. They might not say it. I know that's what they do. That's what they do to me.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Appreciations
So, once in awhile, I mean, would be interesting to use the word luv. Only when it seems nice for others, too, I hope you like what others have made the world, uh oh.
Being from the True South
So, Ellen DeGeneres wants to hit up on people from Florida because she has ancestry in New Orleans, which is even older. Um, I like New Orleans. I never knew about it. I remember looking at it before I knew we were moving there. I figured it was a bomb zone. I was in awe of the partying and heard other places might celebrate but it's just there, Mardi Gras..must have been nice if you looked at it from the past. I think I can read into a photo about something I should know about - doi. All I can say is that the Floridian area is prized as a part of the New World, America, like L.A., I was thinking..er something to talk about, was gonna just say, "Ellen I luv you," because she happens to be from there and might respect my observations. Any other takers, or are you just bitter and also probably addicted to how you feel where you're from..
Una Problema
I'm not gonna say I'm my dad in a way and I didn't move to the South I'm really from here. Ellen DeGeneres I think is mad @ like what I just wrote because my ancestors aren't Floridian. That's not nice. I never said my ancesters -were- from here, so someone better tell me what's going on.. I am from the South, that's just fact. What else? I said where my ancestors are from. I do what a modern Floridian does, and it does trace back to old habits, I even saw it. People not on the beaches of Southeastern Florida and in Key West probably are jealous, just want to take it out like Georgia.
Una Problema
I'm solly, but you have to stop attacking Floridians. Of course, most of us have families from further north.. My family moved here from Penn syl van ia. The Erie Canal being 1 spot on the map. Please, don't be mean to someone who arlready isn't a true Floridian. I've never met 1. They'd have to have pretty much moved here after the 1st wave from Europe or not sure what else, guess New Orleans been around but seems to have had its peak after Florida was discovered and inhabited by white people..
You'd have fun farting with other girls because you'd just pick on me in the deep secreses of your mind the whole time as far as what to say you think Floridian temporarily means for you..
You'd have fun farting with other girls because you'd just pick on me in the deep secreses of your mind the whole time as far as what to say you think Floridian temporarily means for you..
Una Problema
Ellen DeGeneres, have you followed Chloe Grace Moretz? She apparently finds her self nonvicious, thinks she's the true Floridian. She's just another mean girl.
Wait, why did I address..IT'S JUST PRETEND
Wait, why did I address..IT'S JUST PRETEND
Una Problema
If like Ellen DeGeneres found out what I said, she may get mad, but I just said it because I couldn't think of something better. I mean, she does things like that to others, so, I mean, I know it's just something to say, like pretend. It did get out anger, but that was not an original intent.
Also, I've said stuff like this before, seems to have cascaded.
Also, I've said stuff like this before, seems to have cascaded.
Um
Why is Ellen DeGeneres stimulating me by pretending I don't work hard to be nice and that like I did something I should feel embarrassed for just to say she did something.. I thought that because of what I saw when people saw me. I know I tried to do stuff, but people just tell me they're jealous, and nothing becomes of the rest of my life.
WAH AH AH
You didn't help me remember to be happy. People surprise me. My dad said something @ my next job and I came back to the house to get something furiated and made myself accidentally think of "every day" like at work. I don't take Orlando bullshit. I just wanted to know he was okay.
Back
I just got back.
Ellen DeGeneres can't get sad that I post messages people tell me she said to tell me.
I was thinking @ my family and how they are different. Ellen DeGeneres is involved with my dad, can someone k*** me? I never want to see anyone, again!!! You know, he's been pretty mean. He gets better as I learn not to depend on him, er, idealistically. See, her hands looked like fuckin' Helena Bonham Carter, daughter of 1 Miss Nell Burton, the bomb shell, like Chloe G Moretz claims she is. See if her mom or big brother can protect her now, from her feelings.. I don't know who decided to have my dad look more like me with is hands. It must be a stupid message just because of the n word thing and I like playing air guitar with my pink guitar. Ellen felt funny about it and probably finds this serious and funny, but I can just see her like falling over backwards, which I would not like because I like her, but that's the kind of thing you see in cartoons.. :| What, or I see her not giving a care and sorta getting crusty like a crab for some reason I don't really which to emulate.
Why ya'll use that n word thing on a 1 Miss Nell Burton to annoy me all the time and make my life be shit! What' it for! This isn't the occasional stop, and it seems to be going on, as well. You wanna be Miss Nell Burton? Huh? Huh? Cuz I sure as hell don't wanna be mushy mush mush. I tried to make myself agree Nell was a good name, but I can't see it in me. You know, there are nice names young girls have that are uncommon, the truth, though.
Ellen DeGeneres can't get sad that I post messages people tell me she said to tell me.
I was thinking @ my family and how they are different. Ellen DeGeneres is involved with my dad, can someone k*** me? I never want to see anyone, again!!! You know, he's been pretty mean. He gets better as I learn not to depend on him, er, idealistically. See, her hands looked like fuckin' Helena Bonham Carter, daughter of 1 Miss Nell Burton, the bomb shell, like Chloe G Moretz claims she is. See if her mom or big brother can protect her now, from her feelings.. I don't know who decided to have my dad look more like me with is hands. It must be a stupid message just because of the n word thing and I like playing air guitar with my pink guitar. Ellen felt funny about it and probably finds this serious and funny, but I can just see her like falling over backwards, which I would not like because I like her, but that's the kind of thing you see in cartoons.. :| What, or I see her not giving a care and sorta getting crusty like a crab for some reason I don't really which to emulate.
Why ya'll use that n word thing on a 1 Miss Nell Burton to annoy me all the time and make my life be shit! What' it for! This isn't the occasional stop, and it seems to be going on, as well. You wanna be Miss Nell Burton? Huh? Huh? Cuz I sure as hell don't wanna be mushy mush mush. I tried to make myself agree Nell was a good name, but I can't see it in me. You know, there are nice names young girls have that are uncommon, the truth, though.
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I am nice to Nell Burton. I thought we were playing a game using racist words. You all just wanted to say you were the ones being nice to her. What about me? Stop pigeonmanning all my relations.
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So, howcome Ellen's hands look like Nell Burton's mom? Ellen, I lived in the real world. I know that that's the issue. Nell Burton should not matter. What about my dad's hands? Just a game?
Nell threatens to burst all out and be so much better than me and I think that's a sick thing to put forward.
Nell threatens to burst all out and be so much better than me and I think that's a sick thing to put forward.
YAY!
Hey, guys .. Ellen .. we got the house to ourselves! I'll be going out now that 711 accepts my card.
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My dad has been mean to me since he started working in Orlando, but I like it in this major city..
I just did something by accident in defense because I can't remember to be happy.
I just did something by accident in defense because I can't remember to be happy.
Does he know?
So, Tim picks up random girl and has ***. Babies come. He sees good kids and just feeds them BS of the girl he picked up, who is gentle and wishes to be left alone..thinks there's some addiction.
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I already know my dad doesn't know about my mom and I, like what we can do and not what we can't. All I can say is he might have a mom with distant Jewish blood. That just means I have Jewish blood.
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So, is anyone "doing" anything to me I'm unaware of? I think I'm aware of what -I- do..
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Is there a reason Ellen DeGeneres must express hate to me. I'm not sure it might have also been Ginny. I don't have any associations with Amanda Seyfried, but for some reason I feel people want me to suffer what she did to herself. I knew Pennsylvania was a scary place down in the South perhaps out of the urban area. What's next, Ellen feels like that? I am not even from there. I have ancestors nearby. I don't think it's right how she is. I'm not like her. I just wanna know who'd go all out and do this. I mean, people are mean to me, I never did anything to them. Don't think so, gotta figure out you better tell me. I'm tired of Ellen DeGeneres messages from others, like her wanting to **** me now and forever. I can joke around about other people shitting at me, as well. It's not fun. Please, stop being stupid, people.
Temper Control
I feel so bad when I think Ellen DeGeneres thought something bad @ someone like or the likes of me. I know about other things, too, and I have to get mad and do something so no one ***** me, so I just like sorta have to be fast and sharp with my temper and feelings. I wish someone would talk to me, someone like my age who can understand me.
I already don't give no fuck.
What was I gonna say, @ Ti .. yes, Johnny Depp and Tim Burton keep doing weird, suggestive, sorta pointless showy things against me for having a foul thought thought of, which is stupid, if you read what I said.
If anyone else is worth a shit to you why don't you hurt them? You say you like me, but I'm just saying you're not perfect. These things are pretty racist and confronting.
If anyone else is worth a shit to you why don't you hurt them? You say you like me, but I'm just saying you're not perfect. These things are pretty racist and confronting.
Reputation
I had a good reputation before I felt judged as a fan of both Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. They seem to think all we want is *** and nothing else. I still feel it was inappropriate and that I wouldn't make that mistake, were I to have made it or thought I was competition for the other kids in the world. Another thought I don't have time for, I mean, maybe I'm more a combo. of intellect and looks, but you'd just want to m*l*** me for being so fuckin' fucked up different in a way others would like. That happens, that's not what's important. What else? It may be rude, but I know something of what I'm sayin'..
Toiletries
I need a shower and the toilet and a bath again. :| That's a good thing, I wanna take a bath..
Afternoon
So, well, I just woke up, so I got like 8 hours of sleep, was cozy waking up under the comforter.
I was upset that someone might do something to me because I was mad. I thought I felt better, but then something bad happened. I still can't take it. What should I do? Who did it??
Also, I was mad that Ellen DeGeneres who's a, what, dork for worrying @ the n word thing has hands like Helena Bonham Carter and my dad's for no good reason look worse but more like mine. I don't give a shit about my old best friends nor the newly created "Nell Burton" used as a tactic in every sense of the word. You must be either pretty nasty or pretty unintelligent..
I tried to remember my weird dream, but there were little continuous noises from a machine in here.
What else? I had 2 sore throat Mucinex pills and a small green apple. I vaccuumed under my table and a little by the door. I need to scrub this floor, too.
Oh, Johnny Depp it said is having a kid with some actress he worked with. Why don't I just **** them both? They are gay. I don't know anyone in the world who would tell me that should be other than them 2, them 2 attractive people whom I'ved so so much. Do 1 thing that upsets them, not know where they're coming from.. I'm not too disappointed to be honest now I know other people but no other males whom inspire me to be a better person in the normal sense of the word. I can curse on here, but I never insult anyone..
Also, ya'll always kid around about anything disgusting and I can analyze disgusting things too BUT I AM NICE ABOUT IT WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM
I was upset that someone might do something to me because I was mad. I thought I felt better, but then something bad happened. I still can't take it. What should I do? Who did it??
Also, I was mad that Ellen DeGeneres who's a, what, dork for worrying @ the n word thing has hands like Helena Bonham Carter and my dad's for no good reason look worse but more like mine. I don't give a shit about my old best friends nor the newly created "Nell Burton" used as a tactic in every sense of the word. You must be either pretty nasty or pretty unintelligent..
I tried to remember my weird dream, but there were little continuous noises from a machine in here.
What else? I had 2 sore throat Mucinex pills and a small green apple. I vaccuumed under my table and a little by the door. I need to scrub this floor, too.
Oh, Johnny Depp it said is having a kid with some actress he worked with. Why don't I just **** them both? They are gay. I don't know anyone in the world who would tell me that should be other than them 2, them 2 attractive people whom I'ved so so much. Do 1 thing that upsets them, not know where they're coming from.. I'm not too disappointed to be honest now I know other people but no other males whom inspire me to be a better person in the normal sense of the word. I can curse on here, but I never insult anyone..
Also, ya'll always kid around about anything disgusting and I can analyze disgusting things too BUT I AM NICE ABOUT IT WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM
Una Problema
These people are all fucking in my face @ sex from my dad. I said he was just attractive.
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Grow up and stop with the shitty jokes @ my dad. You can't have him. You're just shitting with him, people.
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It's late. Wanna do something other than post bullcrap for you. My computer's making noises. Little cheaps. Oh, shut up. Who did that, anyway? I don't wanna hear this crap.
Also, I know of something else suggestive. Something to do with fucking with Ellen DeGeneres, and you can't get married to keep love away.
Also, I know of something else suggestive. Something to do with fucking with Ellen DeGeneres, and you can't get married to keep love away.
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Ellen DeGeneres can't be in on these stupid punishments. I know it's not just my parents. It's just that I have things like reminders that affected me.
I can laugh at what I want. I'm with 2 stupid parents. People are ruining our relationship, really, them to me.
I'm tired of typing shit for you. It's a stupid game, and I don't like being irritated like this.
I can laugh at what I want. I'm with 2 stupid parents. People are ruining our relationship, really, them to me.
I'm tired of typing shit for you. It's a stupid game, and I don't like being irritated like this.
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Every time you insult me for the n word thing, I have to rant @ whatever it is you happened to so unmagically do.
Facebook Posts
@ "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
@ Jennifer Aniston, a part Greek actress in her 40s I think
ME: She's just a sweet girl, as she seems to say.
@ Jennifer Aniston, a part Greek actress in her 40s I think
ME: She's just a sweet girl, as she seems to say.
Trying to Be Sorry
I was planning on things being good, I managed to brush aside my cursing more to not sound like veered at anyone. I just can't take it. I feel I've lost some of what I knew not just "STML."
I guess I just can't count on anyone being there for me nor understanding my feelings of what's important in my private life.
I guess I just can't count on anyone being there for me nor understanding my feelings of what's important in my private life.
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Every time my dad has an idea, it's a bad 1 that's unexplained and he likes to feel like shit, so I am like the opposite of that.
OMG!
Why do you give a FUCK @ what my dad thinks about! You're supposed to talk to me when you talk to me. When you talk to me, you don't molest me with my dad. This is just confusing shit..
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
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You guys are gonna stop giving a shit over my dad when you get the chance. You're just worthless animals who assume I'm just sorta an outspoken shy person.
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I guess Johnny Depp is addicted to hurting people..his daughter like I said is also mean. I don't remember what I said, but they were mean to me, end of story. They were nice a lot, though.
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I fel s
drained, can't feel so much but feeling better as well - what happened? Um.. Oh, my keypad's light turned off.
It was done to send me a message, though, that didn't stop.
drained, can't feel so much but feeling better as well - what happened? Um.. Oh, my keypad's light turned off.
It was done to send me a message, though, that didn't stop.
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EW STOP TALKING to Lily Rose @ me like I'm tacky with my trying to be cool. Ooh, Johnny Depp has that as a daughter, someone who thinks she's up for anything in this world by borhterin me.
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Whatever the voices in my head said, you did attack me. I didn't make fun of anyone for who they were. I don't generally ever do that. It's not that I'm picky about who I am. You literally all coast on about how I said something wrong with the force of shit like nothing else, like an explosion of the force after the movie Charlie and the Chocolate Factory from 2005.
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When did I literally come out and seem to mean that it's all about my parents to you? I thought they were good people, maybe there is no one there for ya'll.
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Why the fuck you loser so very intersted in my dumb fuck friends of the past in Northeastern Florida?? Huh? Huh!
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WOULD YOU JUST STOP. a BLACK girl with J's at the end of her name started, "I'm Nigeria."
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These annoying messages keep coming.
Oh yea, got a spicy, thick Slim Jim, hot burrito, York pattie, some of the Reeses wafer, 2 things of special water.
I got some gum @ 711 because they started accepting me.
Oh yea, got a spicy, thick Slim Jim, hot burrito, York pattie, some of the Reeses wafer, 2 things of special water.
I got some gum @ 711 because they started accepting me.
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My dad should not have a close relationship with me. He just pluged his nose and dived in 5 years too late.
He thinks I can't be sassy because of my mom's race and he thinks I'm shit in the way he is.
He thinks I can't be sassy because of my mom's race and he thinks I'm shit in the way he is.
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I'm getting physically tired of having to fight everyone back and looking for people who will have a dedicated relationship with me, that is not bother me.
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On Ellen, someone wants us to keep in our minds she wants to meet her actually, before she turns 53. I don't find her ***y, I think she's being a pro*******.
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Think of all the things you did wrong to me.
I don't give SHIT for my dad. You might even go and **** him.
I don't give SHIT for my dad. You might even go and **** him.
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My happy feeling is gone, I feel like my dad, I will not except your bullshit. I wonder why I'm not as alive, now.
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SOMEONE MAKE MY FAMILY NOT INVOLVED IN MY LIFE THEY'RE CRIMINALS
SHUT UP YOU DUMMY SAYING MY MOM'S NOT WHITE I DON'T HAVE ANY GODDAMN TIME FOR YOU IN MY LIFE
SHUT UP YOU DUMMY SAYING MY MOM'S NOT WHITE I DON'T HAVE ANY GODDAMN TIME FOR YOU IN MY LIFE
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YOU NIGGERS CAN'T SAY MY DAD IS WHITER THAN ME HE'S NOT I KNOW
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK "WHAT YOU SAY"
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK "WHAT YOU SAY"
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