Una Problema

Ellen, others, trying to hurt me or Ellen?  Because she likes me a lot, maybe?  Nothing wrong with that, you rude pieces of shit I've known from before.

My mom went somewhere with my brother .. graduation present, too .. and I came home and my dad had gone..  Ellen, I'm not listening to crap.  It made me feel funny.  You all did that shit to my brother.  Now, you're all accusing me of getting mad.  ELLEN I DON'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP INVOLVING MY DAD AS SHIT WITH YOU.  TIM BURTON WASN'T LIKE THAT YOU NIGGERS.

I feel like a monkey all over.  Ellen, you're not better than me, just well-liked racially.

You seem to have like done it, and whoever did is who I'm mad at.  I don't want any of this shit.  I'm not a sinner, like you.  I am Roman Catholic, and I am better than the church today and was going to dedicate part of my life to its sacred, sacred musik..

Una Problema

ELLEN YOU RACING UP WITH THE JEW NELL BURTON

Una Problema

Ginny, anybody, why am I hurt by the world?  I'm pretty messed up.  I don't need no fucking counseling.  You just tell me what I want.  Well, I won't let you teach no more because I went to the hospital and whatever else..

How I Feel

I feel so hurt.  What should I do?

And Another Thing..

Also, you're (people) are not polite to me for my kind of life and don't respect my reserved opinions I used to fight for for fairness in the world and that people can be who they want and not be exactly the same.

Back

If you touch me in punishment, I can tell you I'm not a nigger and you're shit.

Lots of problems, actually people impersonating that they got a message from Ellen DeGeneres, like I notice a black van go by and 2 red cars.

I have some disappeared videos of me that looked good, and now they're gone.  I suspect Ellen DeGeneres talked to someone about it.  I record myself watching her show, and I mean you can't just shit at me for it.  I'll never know if we're supposed to.  I don't know @ asking for copyright because they'll act like they don't care..  You do have to advertise what you can and cannot do that isn't perfectly clear, so you just get shit, shit.  Don't mean to call any 1 person that, too bad if someone would do that.

I was walking singing again for like an hour, probably 40 minutes at my pace, normally 45.  I got mad at what I saw and sang loudly sending out my message of hate, and I even felt I was throwing off if Ellen DeGeneres really is sneaking around me, insulting me for shit .. just sorta like it's a trap.  I know she's picky, but I mean I'm uncomfortable anyway.

I'm just worried @ if when I feel like I'm hurting someone, they'll just "do it."  Ellen DeGeneres and Helena Bonham Carter with Nell are annoying, Ellen if she does, because they think because of the stupid n word thing with Nell that they are teaching us to be strong by being weak.  I don't mind and think it's can be healthy.

She's just antsy over nothing.  She'll flip the idea and say oh well other people will do something to you.  Oh, but it doesn't matter if it's okay.

Not to be rude, but I also had lunch with my dad, then I went out for my walk in running sneakers, from Wal-Mart, just cheap 1s for girls.

Una Problema

So, why does Facebook have these signs over today where I posted Happy Birthday to me?  ISN'T THAT KINDA STUPID NOW  I ain't paying for shit.  I don't care about you taking advances to feel some sorta selfish pleasure from my bastard dad.  How the fuck old you think you are compared to me, you

I thought I had a good birthday but had a horrible idea | Another Disney Birthday

My parents gave me 2 tank Mickey Mouse shirts and loungepants with little Mickeys..and 2 slippers.  Hm, I was wondering if anyone could make me feel better, but I have to see a psychiatrist and therapist that day.  So, then, I got a really cool card I put on my bed.  People are gonna make fun of me, and I don't even feel like going through the shit of re-entering my Internet Movie DataBase message boards on Firefox.  What else did I get?  My aunt gave me $90 with her husband, and..ugh if my grandpas were alive Ellen DeGeneres would go through the shit of wondering if I'm crusty like my mom's dad.  THAT'S BAD.  You're gonna fart with me and say you gave me attention instead..  Why can't we just talk behind her back?  You know what I'm kinda saying?  So, anyway, what else..I think that's all.  The slippers are just more like socks, though.  I was so happy and smiling, but they were acting like I did something wrong, and I didn't.  They never give me what I need that other girls get and won't say why.  I need stuff now, it may not even be as expensive as most people.  I was so ecstatic about it, but they were putting me down and I stormed off, myself.  Yea, I feel myself crying on the inside, I just can't take people always being mean to me when I try to not have them interact.