WTF do you mean tricking me into calling her a nigger just to make her not fear the word and then I go to the mental hospital 3 times and lose my own female thing, unsure if it is true, 2 brain scans. No relations, my life meaningless in the whole world. }8
I'm serious, there is nothing left in my life but that I learned to be more reserved, even still.
It's hard to put into words just how different life is and how much hatred I must spew. I came home all happy from college, such a thick female thing, such a good thing, didn't feel much pain though, just at home resting. I was thinking of not going to college to post online @ "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory." I didn't see ads for "Pirates of the Caribbean" so was out of the loop, 2003, graduated 2004.
I lost my health forever by being placed in a sorta experimental life with people making noises and doing things on my computer, like how things load, I was on a strict, hard diet and had to consume a lot of health food.. They used to have special "health food" so advertised, little meals for people thinking they'll lose weight just changing to do that. Doing 1 thing can make you fat but not like say singing hopefully, dunno, like Ellen DeGeneres.
I feel like someone crept behind like to *i** me.
Now, I cannot get back my health. The experiment put me off-guard, my strict diet. I suffered so much not wanting to do lectures nor reading. I was always the shy, sweet 1 when I was a young kid, like 9, 10, 11. Then, I got a bit ugly.
There's more, I'm sure. xp
Now, I eat whatever I want but not like badly too too much. I'm staying off chicken and rice some..the healthiest thing we ate. Dunno, for sure.. People need to take me as I come, all grown up. I feel like I need more food. Like, you have an infant, they eat and they move. I want to know more about this. I wanted to live on baby food at 19.
What else? 8>--O