I was just sitting in my room, all lonely, and then I heard some random, unknown clicks.
Also, sometimes I feel bad and think silly things. Why hurt me for discomforts that came to me that should have come to someone else?
My arm hurts from "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I don't wanna feel stress. No one treats me normally. I just am open and not a robot.
Why was Ellen so mad today? That guy came on the show, and he seemed okay but I didn't like the way he made me feel. Everyone wants to think I'm Asian.
Also, -what about- my dad? If something makes you uncomfortable, you step away. I care about him, but I'm not emotionally close. He's not like that. He used to hug me when he got home, but he stopped maybe. I got fat. My mom stopped kissing me earlier. I liked the kiss better than the hug. It's too bad @ my brat brother. He's the total opposite, very awkward yet conforming.. He just never will listen to me, at all. He started going to Mom, .. xp at a young age instead of me but also to dad. He wanted to be raised like them like me. I also had some polishing from my grandma, quite enough perhaps. She moved down here awhile. She put it together for me.
What do I do that's so bad? You can't tell me to be submissive and reclused from communicating forwardly. I do whatever I want. I am 26, and no one else cares. Everyone is dangerous. They might think I deserve to be incapacitated. Those people kept telling me stuff that anyone knows doesn't matter and kicked me out. I never did anything to anyone. They were all mean to me!