But I'm enjoying myself and being nice to nice people. You cannot, absolutely, cannot discriminate against my dad, except when he's a little nasty and course. What will we do when we die? Imagine someone dying too young not having fully lived "life." That's the kind of thing I like from my dad!
What should I say for you? I have no love in my life.. I'm stuck with a room messed up and I don't know if I can make it right. I can, but how long will it be? I do literally have love in my life, but in a way I am always darted from. My mom sometimes is motherly. I looked or felt shorter today than her. I am not sure why I needed to bring up that fact. I know people take from my life and say they need more attention and say it's from race. Um, I don't mean it in a flippant way, just melancholy and sorrow. I really don't get it. I can't provide for people racially, but I am very concerned about things being fair. 3I