Look, I want to talk to people and think @ them, but I keep getting mad from the n word thing, and it worries me. Maybe, they know I'm hurt, too, from Ellen DeGeneres. It felt like she cut the outside of my arm out. I am worried it might catch on. Ellen DeGeneres likes to joke and make you uncomfortable..UNcomfortable... Why would you sit there and shit @ that I always use 2 periods and that no one should give me attention when I just enjoy it when I get it and don't ask for it nor do I seem to be able to force anyone to give it to me, for they can ask to have it stop.