9 hours of sleep. Went straight for the granola cereal with milk + raisins were in it ... and then went to the bathroom and changed and got the toilet paper. My hair is a mess, using Frizz Ease, again.
My dad was playing guitar. I said Morning, with my ear plugs still on from the bath where I managed to cry. I forget what the main feature was, but I don't think it was @ Ginny..
Now, I'm getting negative messages of things that you don't talk about. I just figured something else.
Also, I was like phew I managed to be more civil, yesterday. I'll probably live crying myself to sleep .. NIGGER lol I don't get jealous so much as I get analyzational. I analyze the holistic part of the situation. You know what I thought of? There are girls who are part of Ellen DeGeneres's show, and .. what forget .. and I thought of Nell Burton getting excited just to be #1, has no like stance as to why she gets attention and steals it from anyone, shouldn't be an adult at age 5 or 6.. Who cares? I thought she was nice. It's mostly you guys who favor her. Makes me want to go violent.. I don't like being considered a nigger, at all, not even just the "dubbed" nigger. Nell Burton is nothing. You have other people in the world.
I also know if Ellen DeGeneres were to look at my table, she'd start feeling horny, if ya know what I mean.
I got so much cleaning done, seems like my room will soon be clean. Can't believe I have these extra books.
I realize I went manic over Ginny getting me in the hospital. I didn't do shit. I told those niggers what I did, I didn't do nothin. The teacher NEVER TOLD ME DO YA HEAR YOU PIECES OF GODDAMN SHIT