Ellen, I realize you pay a lot of attention, but I mean why does she look exactly like you and like fervent over someone like you? It's not like the whole world is the same. :|
I am good and you all jump in me and say I have bad thoughts from the past but don't do that to anyone else. You hurt my feelings and I have to go cry-m********* @ it.
Saturday, May 25, 2013
"Y.."
Why should I want Nell Burton and Lily Rose to be comfortable?
Ellen, I can't trust you. I saw that you didn't really look like Lily Rose and she felt punished. Nell is also bad. Answer. I dunno. Or I say it's stupid.
Helena Bonham Carter acted yes she wants her daughter to have what we didn't achieve, yet. WE AND I ARE STILL GODDAMN'N ACHIEVEN IT
Ellen, you care, but you still didit.
Ellen, I can't trust you. I saw that you didn't really look like Lily Rose and she felt punished. Nell is also bad. Answer. I dunno. Or I say it's stupid.
Helena Bonham Carter acted yes she wants her daughter to have what we didn't achieve, yet. WE AND I ARE STILL GODDAMN'N ACHIEVEN IT
Ellen, you care, but you still didit.
Can I cool down?
Ellen DeGeneres, I am mad or sad that you look like Nell Burton racially. What can I do? Can you like make it so it never happened because it's the opposite of important.
Una Problema
Helena said she wants Nell to be what we missed, but I'm still alive. Talk about carried away with Tim Burton..
Una Problema
That teacher made me feel like a perv. That's why I am not going in the summer. Don't want to. No Ellen. Need a break. I felt like bullied @ bringing a large suitcase to take a shower there..
Get the message, chum.
Oh, Ginny, want to lock me up? Tell me here what makes you mad, talk to me, and I probably will stop then since I know you're looking. I'm not talking to you. This is for people to help me.
Guess what else.
Ginny just thought I was a nigger, then I saw the sign. I was right.
She just wants to take away rights. She doesn't talk. Thta is pretty worthless. You wanna go to Lakeside..? Lost in space? Can't think? Hmph, maybe I should be mad at the disciplinarian and counselor. Ya'll keep getting mad at me for the nigger "baby" Jew I don't give a single FUCk over, you dummy, I'm a real person still. People don't talk about that kind of stuff.
She just wants to take away rights. She doesn't talk. Thta is pretty worthless. You wanna go to Lakeside..? Lost in space? Can't think? Hmph, maybe I should be mad at the disciplinarian and counselor. Ya'll keep getting mad at me for the nigger "baby" Jew I don't give a single FUCk over, you dummy, I'm a real person still. People don't talk about that kind of stuff.
Una Problema
Hey, stop testing me, and judging me. Did you say Johnny Depp? Stop going like an animal! You have to think, dodo. You're not cool.
Una Problema
Hey, Ginny, I see you think I did something wrong, on purpose. Yes, I want to feel good, yes I did shit. JUST FUCKIN TELL ME YOU CRIMINAL. Why do you only listen to curse words, people, I called her a criminal..
Problema
NIGGERS
You hurt me for not being white, technically, you found out when you so earnestly "peeled the covers" from what I did to see what I was still.
You hurt me for not being white, technically, you found out when you so earnestly "peeled the covers" from what I did to see what I was still.
Una Problema
Ginny, anybody, why am I hurt by the world? I'm pretty messed up. I don't need no fucking counseling. You just tell me what I want. Well, I won't let you teach no more because I went to the hospital and whatever else..
Una Problema
Why's Ginny so unaccepting of me? Stop getting mad at me for who I am! I'm not a bad person. The kids in your class deserve to be harrassed. You don't give a shit about me. Why should I give any shit for you! UGH I WENT TO THE MENTAL HOSPITAL BECAUSE YOU'RE STUPID. CALIFORNIA IS SHIT..I DON'T GIVE A FUCK @ YOU. YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS @ YOU. DUMMY.
This is not an e-mail to you, I'm looking for help in the world. Let me add that to my list of rules. I don't mean poo, I mean shit as in junk, messed up.
This is not an e-mail to you, I'm looking for help in the world. Let me add that to my list of rules. I don't mean poo, I mean shit as in junk, messed up.
Una Problema
I guess my brother's more violent since my aunt's visit. Come on, I know he's a person. No need to spit back. I'll say what I want on my journal to the world.
Una Problema
I will do whatever I want, Ginny. I didn't do shit. Your class is shit because of the pupils, mean to me, see those girls staring at me? They're always reacting to me! I wanna go back and not be harrassed. I took a break for now. I need to find other better teachers, too.
Those Girls) ) )
They never wanted to talk to me. They made fun of me and said I wasn't really that young. They were older. Little sister|s. Just tagging along doing the same thing, probably like 3 or 4 and I was 6 or more likely 5?
What If Felt Like to Be Young
Growing up, people, girls, would get mad at one another and then they'd like just be friends, I thinks. Something that felt like that. You know, like Pre-K age. I actually did know girls that didn't go to school with me but not many. I mean I had the experience in a way of knowing @ that kind of thing you may have imagined or gone through in some other way, yourself. Like, I think they were getting mad and then were happy to be popular, maybe before ballet. I just faintly remember the background of them, like, and it seems like modern life. I have no clue, but their moms must be tanned, vest-wearing, bleached honey-blondes..maybe born like 1955.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Ir. I. Ir.
Before, when I got skinny, in Slidell, I would look more alive. More sleep was what I needed.. My body was purified. I had a smoothie every day, like Ellen DeGeneres does every morning, so good! =}
AHM DADE xp
AHM DADE xp
The Trick
WTF do you mean tricking me into calling her a nigger just to make her not fear the word and then I go to the mental hospital 3 times and lose my own female thing, unsure if it is true, 2 brain scans. No relations, my life meaningless in the whole world. }8
I'm serious, there is nothing left in my life but that I learned to be more reserved, even still.
It's hard to put into words just how different life is and how much hatred I must spew. I came home all happy from college, such a thick female thing, such a good thing, didn't feel much pain though, just at home resting. I was thinking of not going to college to post online @ "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory." I didn't see ads for "Pirates of the Caribbean" so was out of the loop, 2003, graduated 2004.
I lost my health forever by being placed in a sorta experimental life with people making noises and doing things on my computer, like how things load, I was on a strict, hard diet and had to consume a lot of health food.. They used to have special "health food" so advertised, little meals for people thinking they'll lose weight just changing to do that. Doing 1 thing can make you fat but not like say singing hopefully, dunno, like Ellen DeGeneres.
I feel like someone crept behind like to *i** me.
Now, I cannot get back my health. The experiment put me off-guard, my strict diet. I suffered so much not wanting to do lectures nor reading. I was always the shy, sweet 1 when I was a young kid, like 9, 10, 11. Then, I got a bit ugly.
There's more, I'm sure. xp
Now, I eat whatever I want but not like badly too too much. I'm staying off chicken and rice some..the healthiest thing we ate. Dunno, for sure.. People need to take me as I come, all grown up. I feel like I need more food. Like, you have an infant, they eat and they move. I want to know more about this. I wanted to live on baby food at 19.
What else? 8>--O
I'm serious, there is nothing left in my life but that I learned to be more reserved, even still.
It's hard to put into words just how different life is and how much hatred I must spew. I came home all happy from college, such a thick female thing, such a good thing, didn't feel much pain though, just at home resting. I was thinking of not going to college to post online @ "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory." I didn't see ads for "Pirates of the Caribbean" so was out of the loop, 2003, graduated 2004.
I lost my health forever by being placed in a sorta experimental life with people making noises and doing things on my computer, like how things load, I was on a strict, hard diet and had to consume a lot of health food.. They used to have special "health food" so advertised, little meals for people thinking they'll lose weight just changing to do that. Doing 1 thing can make you fat but not like say singing hopefully, dunno, like Ellen DeGeneres.
I feel like someone crept behind like to *i** me.
Now, I cannot get back my health. The experiment put me off-guard, my strict diet. I suffered so much not wanting to do lectures nor reading. I was always the shy, sweet 1 when I was a young kid, like 9, 10, 11. Then, I got a bit ugly.
There's more, I'm sure. xp
Now, I eat whatever I want but not like badly too too much. I'm staying off chicken and rice some..the healthiest thing we ate. Dunno, for sure.. People need to take me as I come, all grown up. I feel like I need more food. Like, you have an infant, they eat and they move. I want to know more about this. I wanted to live on baby food at 19.
What else? 8>--O
Una Problema
LOOK, NIGGA *smokes*
I just did something and the thought left.
Ah, yes, I was always reserved but commentary @ Nell Burton, saying nice, slightly interesting things. I like other people saying shit. I can talk @ shit, too. I mean, no one likes that brat. THAT BRAT. Helena presenting her to the world. See, people in Europe aren't perfect. I'm not who she thinks or seems to think.
I did say that because it was people trying to make me feel better. Tim Burton doesn't seem to give us as much attention is why I seem to hate Nell. Chloe Grace Moretz was a bit snotty but overall nice to me. It looks like she thinks she sneered @ Johnny Depp for me.
It's hard to trust anyone, all gaping over Nell, all gaping over Nell, well GAPE OVA HER.
I just did something and the thought left.
Ah, yes, I was always reserved but commentary @ Nell Burton, saying nice, slightly interesting things. I like other people saying shit. I can talk @ shit, too. I mean, no one likes that brat. THAT BRAT. Helena presenting her to the world. See, people in Europe aren't perfect. I'm not who she thinks or seems to think.
I did say that because it was people trying to make me feel better. Tim Burton doesn't seem to give us as much attention is why I seem to hate Nell. Chloe Grace Moretz was a bit snotty but overall nice to me. It looks like she thinks she sneered @ Johnny Depp for me.
It's hard to trust anyone, all gaping over Nell, all gaping over Nell, well GAPE OVA HER.
Una Problema
Wasn't I supposed to have the boy, not Nell gets the right father? WHAT ABOUT ME YOU TRICKING NIGGERS!!!!
And stop asking me if I need someone.. bc I'll just say no.
Hm, though, you'll notice I talk. Just checkin-
And stop asking me if I need someone.. bc I'll just say no.
Hm, though, you'll notice I talk. Just checkin-
Why I Said I Just Said All That
Because I was just at the mall- and you see
Took a jog before Ellen today.
Took a jog before Ellen today.
You know.
You know, I'm 1 of those people who always wants to feel in tune with what's in behaviorwise. I am always on my toes and get tired. What was the point in this, anyway! So, the world has it's smorgasbord in m*********** and gets mad at me. I thought everyone would like me.
GET OUTTA MY LIFE DORKS. I'm not going on trial for something worthless. Let's read inta your bulll.
Oh, and just how much bulll do I take?
GET OUTTA MY LIFE DORKS. I'm not going on trial for something worthless. Let's read inta your bulll.
Oh, and just how much bulll do I take?
Good Fortune..
Tim Burton won't happily accept his existence and respect my dad, simply, no question . 3|
Una Problema
Oh, wow, so just Late Boom has these ***in, m********in feelings of "not taking care of kids." Oh, wow, I'm not a bad person, neither, why should I give a fuck over this travesty? Stop making me feel m*******.
My mom is simply being shitty and I feel mad. I'll feel sorry I speculated on this. My mom is shit. Stop changing. I'm the 1 on top. I just say shit, I don't mean she's pooh!
Do you want me to **r* my dad?
My mom is simply being shitty and I feel mad. I'll feel sorry I speculated on this. My mom is shit. Stop changing. I'm the 1 on top. I just say shit, I don't mean she's pooh!
Do you want me to **r* my dad?
Wow, Orlando.
Wow, you idiots of Orlando, you sure can't hold in your shittin' leaks of idiocy.
'An I can't take'm neither. :|
'An I can't take'm neither. :|
I forgot
My brother didn't do gymnastics. He was hyper like me and thought I was white because I was a girl.
So, who is
So, who is like this Nell Burton creature? What do you think of people? They're all good. Don't get jealous of me and *i** me. I should just leave you alone, if that's all you want, really.
Hey, guys, so how's everyone?
Ellen DeGeneres, like Tim Burton, admits in a sorta pleasurable way, like maybe geared toward getting feeling from a little older of a generation that they just have fun and are "bad." However, they "participate" in being totally dorky to good kids like me who have no answer in finding anyone in the world for them to look up to as an attractive and maybe strong adult, just not possible?
See the NIGGERS on the street admit that Tim Burton messed up and life is not good because of his daughter being such a spoiled attention-dividing brat. It seems people don't want anyone to touch their world-famed in some capacity family members.
See the NIGGERS on the street admit that Tim Burton messed up and life is not good because of his daughter being such a spoiled attention-dividing brat. It seems people don't want anyone to touch their world-famed in some capacity family members.
Making the Cut
People early on here thought they needed to make the cut. Mad at immigrant as well as the children of Floridians.
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His Real Kids
I thought of 2 internet babies, boy with squinting eyes and girl like a tube with pinkish hairs, Tim Burton's real kids.
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Outta Curiosity
Just outta curiosity, guys, do you thin a 1 Miss Nell Burton is comfortable? Ya.
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Una Problema
Why didn't Ginny tell me @ what I did instead of getting me expelled maybe for awhile? How can they change their mind? They are shit
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Culture?
Why is Nell so revolutionary. She is lazy culturally. Most people would vote yay, not nay.
Helena made her a toy for others than myself to jerk off to, sorry to relay.
Why's this shit happening? I thought I blew -out- the fire. Helena thinks I'm bad and worthless. So what? It's other people who ruin it for me using them as an example.
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Helena made her a toy for others than myself to jerk off to, sorry to relay.
Why's this shit happening? I thought I blew -out- the fire. Helena thinks I'm bad and worthless. So what? It's other people who ruin it for me using them as an example.
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Needy Needy
*So, you need clothes for the fat people*
I financially am sewing my own dresses.
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I financially am sewing my own dresses.
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Una Problema
I don't have to wait for people to listen to take care of myself. They are wrong.
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Um
Why are people mad @ me following Ellen DeGeneres?
Also, watcha thing @ Nell Burton..Ellen's hands are like her mom's who is nearly 1/2 Jewish.
I got a hint she's in "Fast and Furious" for Nell. Why does she need to in public feel that? I don't like just anyone that I'd .. Well, you use her for bad things but not saying so. Why is Nell so controversial? Ever since the N word thing, things haven't been fair. I just wanna talk @ it, younger people being favored and wasting my life. It's not @ Ellen but Nell. They keep boring in with people. I guess if something bad happens you're happy. Also, correct me if I'm wrong, but I was the fan.
My dad just swirved up and made it sound like he'd beat me. Stop making me mad. He looked at my poor face. I was the 1 who was nice but had fun with others online. So, why waste the point in life? She's the brat, not me. I am nice. You all just bring shit into my world. She is just a nice girl, why not forget @ her? You "want" Tim Burton's daughter? I'm not a nigger. Yes, I just said what I wanted, could say something else. Why is Nell and her mom in a way so good all of a sudden? What about my feelings. Guess that's not your type. I mean the type that is considered to have the trait of feeling.. I am not bothered, but this seems rather popular. I just don't find it pleasurable, the way people must have reacted. I don't want Nell and her mom to try to beat me, in such an exclusive way. What's the idea @ this being funny? What use is wasting life on anger like that?
Okay.
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Also, watcha thing @ Nell Burton..Ellen's hands are like her mom's who is nearly 1/2 Jewish.
I got a hint she's in "Fast and Furious" for Nell. Why does she need to in public feel that? I don't like just anyone that I'd .. Well, you use her for bad things but not saying so. Why is Nell so controversial? Ever since the N word thing, things haven't been fair. I just wanna talk @ it, younger people being favored and wasting my life. It's not @ Ellen but Nell. They keep boring in with people. I guess if something bad happens you're happy. Also, correct me if I'm wrong, but I was the fan.
My dad just swirved up and made it sound like he'd beat me. Stop making me mad. He looked at my poor face. I was the 1 who was nice but had fun with others online. So, why waste the point in life? She's the brat, not me. I am nice. You all just bring shit into my world. She is just a nice girl, why not forget @ her? You "want" Tim Burton's daughter? I'm not a nigger. Yes, I just said what I wanted, could say something else. Why is Nell and her mom in a way so good all of a sudden? What about my feelings. Guess that's not your type. I mean the type that is considered to have the trait of feeling.. I am not bothered, but this seems rather popular. I just don't find it pleasurable, the way people must have reacted. I don't want Nell and her mom to try to beat me, in such an exclusive way. What's the idea @ this being funny? What use is wasting life on anger like that?
Okay.
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WAH!
I'm sorry, my respect to Ellen DeGeneres. I have a mental problem (isn't helped) and I guess I should not be so uptight.. I really got mad walking, put the bull away that I was mad at anyone in particular. I do forget what's around me because my parents are so GODDAMN SUGGESTIVE ALL THE TIME
No excuse, but I was mad @ people and that it happened, assumed not necessarily influenced by anyone in particular.
Not sure what to do..I eat different ways..gotta get ready soon.. I just feel bad I come out so nasty. I went through what I wrote and see it was pretty good compared to what happened .. why is that funny to you? It's not. I just went out to walk and sing and was mad and ran across some racists, later, though.. Maybe, clearning my room will help me.
Okay, bye. Gosh darnet, who reads this muss?
Oh, I didn't think of nothin' myself, I just got upset and sang louder that no one would do this to me, really, not attacking. My voice is fine! 3I
No excuse, but I was mad @ people and that it happened, assumed not necessarily influenced by anyone in particular.
Not sure what to do..I eat different ways..gotta get ready soon.. I just feel bad I come out so nasty. I went through what I wrote and see it was pretty good compared to what happened .. why is that funny to you? It's not. I just went out to walk and sing and was mad and ran across some racists, later, though.. Maybe, clearning my room will help me.
Okay, bye. Gosh darnet, who reads this muss?
Oh, I didn't think of nothin' myself, I just got upset and sang louder that no one would do this to me, really, not attacking. My voice is fine! 3I
Um.
If you wanna be like me and talk to Ellen DeGeneres you should, imagine a sweet, innocent girl only like 20 or even as young as 12. That would not bother me, in the least. It would be fun. I mean, I just try to be good online and wish for like to meet her because it would be fun and you can always talk online @ her. I wonder though how much someone likes her, like it seems like something in the past.
Oh
You think "I'm Chinese." NO. What is Chinese? I'm the kind that looks European now but maybe not the ancestors.
Una Problema
So, I thought I'd just get mad at everyone. I don't know who did it. A kid seems guilty, gets sneered @.
Una Problema
Every little noise that sounds insulting makes me jittery. I have to go out on weekends so I can be around real people. There's weird noises in the garage. I don't know if someone must be programming them..
Una Problema
You can be who you want, but I can talk about it. I am not just talking to any certain people. This is a blog, important like photos.
Problemas
Look, I want to talk to people and think @ them, but I keep getting mad from the n word thing, and it worries me. Maybe, they know I'm hurt, too, from Ellen DeGeneres. It felt like she cut the outside of my arm out. I am worried it might catch on. Ellen DeGeneres likes to joke and make you uncomfortable..UNcomfortable... Why would you sit there and shit @ that I always use 2 periods and that no one should give me attention when I just enjoy it when I get it and don't ask for it nor do I seem to be able to force anyone to give it to me, for they can ask to have it stop.
Evidence
She did hurt me yesterday. I have to keep worrying @ my arm. Maybe, she knew I'd be mad about my videos missing if she reported them. I just posted a picture of us together, too, wonder if she wants to report that someday. She just keeps being weird. This implies she pays attention to me and not you, which you never seemed to ask for it but got it from everybody else. What am I supposed to do? All day, I feel mad. Every day. It's because I like her. People from Metarie are stuck up, but they'd be nice to me alone. Just a guess, in a way.
Remember
I don't attack anyone, need to plaque it up. I don't make fun of the innocence of who someone is. I just fight back if I'm hurt and need help or an explanation. See? You think I'm just attached to the N word event.
Also, people look at Ellen DeGeneres with her mug and don't want to interrupt but it happens and she thinks what have I done? She's said sorry, before. People want me mad because maybe she likes me. Oh, then, she's happy and is like oh no I didn't do that.. *sip* Don't mean to be rude, didn't say nothin'. You are just hypersensitive and limited in speech.
I'm mad at this shit I swear it's because of the N word thing.
Also, people look at Ellen DeGeneres with her mug and don't want to interrupt but it happens and she thinks what have I done? She's said sorry, before. People want me mad because maybe she likes me. Oh, then, she's happy and is like oh no I didn't do that.. *sip* Don't mean to be rude, didn't say nothin'. You are just hypersensitive and limited in speech.
I'm mad at this shit I swear it's because of the N word thing.
Una Problema
You need to stop getting mad at me for, what, being excited about something.. When I am excited @ what I did I get bullcrap that I'm nothing but shit and am a nigger..
Also
You didn't do anything for me by being older, though I like that fact in things as these..like if you think someone is older then they're older like whatever it is I seem to be thinking..like looking up to older people and also admiring younger ones in comparison to yourself.
Una Problema
Ellen DeGeneres must think I'm nothing, sometimes. It's an okay passing thought for dumb Americans. Not that I'd hope for you to be a dumb American. Hey, look at what shit does to me. Why are my VIDEOS GONE, YOU NIGGERS!
Oh yes, I don't give a care about baby logic that maybe I'm stealing by posting myself with media on in the background to a fuzzy channel like YouTube that doesn't work like an MP3 player. You let people get away with approving of this shit and no one really cares. Why not? You don't do it. That's not what other people do. So, I know you do things, like you'd think, that aren't right. This is different. My life is sorta determined by knowing what's allowed and what's not. That's a real flub, I believe it is allowed, no sign on the door! Why are there signs on doors? I cannot go to the bathroom but once a day? What? It's IMPORTANT. I've lived this life of needing this.
Isn't it selfish, though, you think, not talking directly, to like, whatever.. Not that it's wrong, but I wanna talk about it. Who wouldn't? You don't like it, but I do. You won't convince me with some gurgling noise ejecting from some premises of my garage-room.
Oh yes, I don't give a care about baby logic that maybe I'm stealing by posting myself with media on in the background to a fuzzy channel like YouTube that doesn't work like an MP3 player. You let people get away with approving of this shit and no one really cares. Why not? You don't do it. That's not what other people do. So, I know you do things, like you'd think, that aren't right. This is different. My life is sorta determined by knowing what's allowed and what's not. That's a real flub, I believe it is allowed, no sign on the door! Why are there signs on doors? I cannot go to the bathroom but once a day? What? It's IMPORTANT. I've lived this life of needing this.
Isn't it selfish, though, you think, not talking directly, to like, whatever.. Not that it's wrong, but I wanna talk about it. Who wouldn't? You don't like it, but I do. You won't convince me with some gurgling noise ejecting from some premises of my garage-room.
And Another Thing..
Also, you're (people) are not polite to me for my kind of life and don't respect my reserved opinions I used to fight for for fairness in the world and that people can be who they want and not be exactly the same.
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